JOAN

2008-06-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D
I'LL BE SWITCHING TO XANGA FOR THE TIME BEING,
AND SEE HOW IT GOES (:

WWW.XANGA.COM/MYREDUNDERWEAR

SO RELINK ME BUT I MIGHT BE BACK :D
TOODLES :}

2008-06-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

HMMMMM.
Okay, let's see what I had for dinner:

A few pieces of pumpkin;
A bowl of soup;
2 packets of Hello Panda;
2 pieces of chocolate-coated marshmallow;
3 curry puffs;
A lot of sugary sweets;
A few thumbfull of sugar; and
3 packets of chrysanthemum tea.

I think I've gained about 2.1kg today :D

Oh wait, that's supposed to be bad.

And the spaces between my lines are HUGE again today.

I don't know why it happens.

AND, GUESS WHAT THE CHRYSANTHEMUM TEAS ARE FOR.

To drown my sorrows in!

Cos I spent like 1/5 of my evening begging a Rachel Soh to go watch 'Get Smart' with me!

And, she constantly refused despite all my charming-ness!

She said another day then watch with me.

Then I met Tan Yalee :D

Asked her to watch too.

But she had stuff to do and by the time I was done asking Rachel and getting refused all the way,

It was late and mother said No.

With a captital N.

AND, GUESS WHAT.

I have just realised there's such a thing as CHEESE-FLAVOURED Hello Panda!

Ate one pack today and it's seriously good :D

I think I might be switching to xanga :D

2008-06-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yay :D
Changed skin. (:
There is something very very wrong with the alignment of my links and I don't know how to set it right.
And, the colour of my links doesn't seem right either.
It just looks wrong.
And I can't un-underline my links.
I have searched the whole code and have no idea how to do so.

Boo.

2008-06-18T21:29:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 8 today :(
And then went to church early cos Dad and Mom leaves house at 8+.
And, I absolutely did not want to take bus there.
So got sent to the market &, waited for the rest there.
The Joy came and accompanied me (:
Sat down and ordered milk tea with some money that didn't belong to us.
No, we didn't rob the bank or anything.
Cos there was this 2$ note which flew to the floor and Joy asked me to pick it up.
So, I assumed it was hers, naturally.
So I placed it on the table and when the oh-so-bitter milk tea came, I paid with that note.
Then Joy was like, "Thanks Joan, later I pay you back kay."
Then I was like, "Huh, isn't this your money?"
Super funny okay, so THANK YOU to our mysterious sponser ;D
Then Glen and Dominic came.
Then Tanya :D
Ate but didn't eat then left for church.
For the food hunt thingy. (:
Was in Nicholas' group together with Chuan Ling, Jia Hui, Rose, Jireh, Glen, Tay Ye.
Ladeedummmmmm.
So got the first clue and the brain bats thingy and setted off.
Solved the first clue and bussed to Queenstown.
Saw some bench and posed for our embarrasing/unique group photo.
Then went to Margaret Drive Food Centre.
Solved the food clue and ate pohpiah there.
You know, you need a lot of skill to eat pohpiah.
Then stupid me dropped the chopsticks on the table.
Ordered sugar cane and we had this water chestnut drink lookalike placed on our table.
Super dark coloured, but I drank it :D Lalalas.
The Rose ordered another one, and it looked so much nicer man.
Then headed off to our next station, which was Ikea :D
Ate meatballs there then headed to other places.
Can't excatly remember what those places were and their sequence yeah.
But, like, everyone kept laughing at me :(
Everytime. :(
I felt so hurt/sad/depressed/upset/angry/pissed/funny/high.
Hurt cos I felt insulted.
Sad cos I felt insulted.
Depressed cos I was insulted.
Upset cos I was insulted.
Angry cos I felt/was insulted.
Pissed cos I was angry.
Funny cos they kept making me laugh.
High cos I kept laughing.
And then it goes on and on about my so called blurness which officially and scientifically proven does NOT exist.
And my stupid no friction slippers.
Had to walk like super slow and far behind cos I was like gna slip and fall man.
The slipper had a hole somemore.
Too old already.
Momsy said she'll bring me to buy new pair.
Then it was like raining and kept "half-slipping".
I held on Rose :D
Thanks, Aunty Rosevelt.
Then thanks Chuan Ling for carrying my super heavy and was once mouldy bag (:
Loves.
Then felt quite bad that she was carrying my bag and I wasn't carrying anything so I agreed to carry Glen's super light bag which came with a lot of instructions on how to carry it.
Then Nicholas started talking about some shit particles on the mrt and he was sharing his super brave incident about him pressing the security button, causing the train to stop cos he saw some suspicious looking bag with wires wrapped around it.
Police came and turns out that inside the bag were many tools used for fixing washing machines!!
-.-
Super funny lor.
Then some super macho man came in.
Then they started talking about the Mocca advertisement "matching pipes" guy.
Hahaha.
Went to Raffles hotel to eat Raffles Cremery.
Then went eat some super famous/long queue rojak store at Toa Payoh.
Played some sauce game while eating.
Then I felt some stupid hard so called rock in it and pierced through the styrofoam box, out of the plastic bag, and almost through Tay Ye's hand.
So sorry yeah.
Then took bus back o church and missed the Botak Jones stop at Woodlands cos we were lateeeee. D:
Then played some fruit/country/state/vege game on the bus back.
And it was super duper hard man.
Then took some rubber band and wanted to shoot it onto the ground but I shot some unknown man sitting a few sits in front of us by mistake. TT
Was super paiseh cos he turned back, looked at us then continued wearing his earphones -.-
So, we reached church then looked at the unglam shots.
Ugh, I always have this freaking habit of looking away from the camera.
And when I'm looking at the camera, I look super unglam.
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
Like really really unglam the unglam. D:
Booooo.
So, our team won.
Yeah man, group one aka the banana republic :D
Then, I got pissed off.
Sat on the ground on this puddle.
And didn't know till I stood up and realised half my pants was wet.
Then we went to play freeze-and-melt at some playground nearby.
It was super fun until Dad came and pick me up.
Was pissed off again by another thing.
Cos he said he'll pick me up from church.
But that would mean Tanya would have to walk me to church cos I don't know how.
Then she got to walk back alone again :(
So I asked him to pick me up from that place.
But he said need to make one big loop back to church from there to pick up my stuff.
But rather that then let Tanya walk back alone right! D:
But that aside now.
And SOMEBODY kept messing up my already-messed-up-rain-drenched-hair. D:
Hadeeda. T.T
So went back to get my stuff and moodily came home.
Still super pissed.
But I guess I'm more or less alright now.
And thank you Tanya and Samantha for cheering me up okay!
I love you babes :D

And I promised mama I'll go out with her on Thursday to Saturday :D
I'm sucha good daughter man.
And I missed piano today.
I forgot cher was coming so she came to my house and went home.
I'm so sorry teacher.

2008-06-17T19:23:00.007+08:00

Yesterday (:

What happened yesterday.

Hmm,

OH.

We went ice-skating yesterday.

Me, Tan YaLee, Joy, Shantelle, Samantha :D

Tanya and Sam came over to my house.

Played wii with Tanya ;D

Then Sam was like super duper late manzxz!

Then she finally came and forgot to bring my fb :(

Then played sims 2 and made those super fugly old fat man with super chio ladies.

Yes, we are sick :D

Then realised we were late so asked Shan and Joy to meet us at Jec straight.

Went to eat at Kfc :D

Then sat at some table with this 2 disgusting cups of pepsi man! :X

UGH.

Reminded me of that EW EW EW toilet incident at Sentosa.

It had, like, soggy tissue paper in the pepsi and you can see the oil particles floating on the surface of the drink.

Made me wna puke :X

And Tanya started imitating me :( BOOOOO TANYA !

And Sam laughed. BOO SAM.

Then went skating.

I couldn't really skate at first. D:

Shan kept pulling me at this super fast speed.

I was about to die. Literally.

Then after awhile, could skate a little :D

Sam and Tanya couldn't (((:

Muahahahas.

But held hands with Sam and skated then she could already :D PRO (:

Tanya still couldn't anyway (:

Couldn't stop in time and jammed my finger against the glass wall D:

It bent at some alien angle and hurted :(((((((((

Then finished skating and wanted to watch 'The Hulk'/'The Happening".

But Shan couldn't watch 'The Hulk' cos she wanted to go with her momma and watch.

But didn't have the mood then we went to West Mall T.T

Checked movie timings but I couldn't watch any cos I promised Momsy I'll be back by 7 to do homework :(

Still have this whole humongous pile of work to do :(

So met Chuan Ling and Darius there and slacked and played :D

And Chuan was superduper weird lor.

Saw me and screamed like crazy :X

Maybe I'm scary, AWWWWW.

And she kept laughing like out of the blueeeee -.-

Drank Milk Tea (:

Omg, I didn't know Milk Tea was so so good :D

Drank it up in a flash and went home.

And that was Yesterday.

Today (:

Tuition teacher came to my house while I was still asleep.

Woke me up and I went to have tuition groggily.

Then took out school work and did with teacher.

I couldn't do them cos I suck, suck, suck at chinese man.

Then after tuition, went for another tuition D:

Mathematics - this time.

Took bus there and was late.

Then went home after tuition and did homework and Momsy scolded me for arguing :(

So sad manzzzz.

PFFFFFT.

Then Mama left the house while I super obediently did my homework.

Was doing some history poster. (: Super fun.

Supposed to go to church and study with Tanya and Glen.

But Momsy didn't let me :(

Cos she said I wouldn't concentrate :((

Double hmphs.

Then took didi and we both took bus to clementi Mrt and took mrt to Jurong Point.

To catch 'The Hulk'. (:

I love Marvel, I still do.

So watched (:

It's really nice, I like Edward Norton. :)

But the green hulk monster thingy is UGLY.

And so is that other green huge protruding backbones monster.

Ugh. ):

Yeah I hate hate that other bad guy man, he sucks.

Damn arrogant, but he lost.

Sucha loser. ;D

Then momsy came and fetch Darryl and me. (:

Went to some shop and bought stuff then took a cab home.

And I shall go do my homework now.

The poor sheets are waiting for me to finish them.

Byebye Applepie (Tanya, Remember this? (: )

2008-06-17T14:02:00.002+08:00

Tag Replies (:

To tanji: Yeah, haven't talked for like super long D: Haha, I haven't done a lot of homework :(
Sucks right.

To Tanya: Hahaha, my doggy rocks righto. (: Omgggg :D What a cute name man! I wna go your house to see Ah Girl Girl. Loves. And, and, I LOVE YOU SO TOO, Tan YaLee (: I thought I was banana TT But Rahnana sounds g-r-e-a-t !

To tank di: Heh heh, paiseh so long didn't tag you ah. Sorry. You're welcome (:

To jiayun: Yes, bored was I. (:

To BeForU: Hello Bryan :D

To JIEHUI: Hello LOVE ♥

To Lobster: Haha, lobSTAR - how cool :D Awwman, does it hurt? Oo. Ouch.

To ~the hated~: Yo bud. Hello (:

To ♥JUEYIN!: HELLO! Thank You.

To JOanne: EE, so if I asked, you'd tell? Pfffft. Say please, dearee :D

2008-06-15T13:57:00.003+08:00

yesterday
Woke up early early early &, went t market and ate breakfast :D
Then went t church and met Samantha.
Then the others came then we took 61 to Sentosa ♥
Then all th way on th bus,
Sam &, I keep talking about our, um, childhood memories.
HAHAHA.
It was like damn funny man. :D
Then kept laughing super loud -ly &, everyone was s-t-a-r-i-n-g D:
Laughed &, laughed until we reached.
Then bought chicken rice for lunch for later on.
Chuan Ling, Sam, and I also bought juice :D
Sam ordered orange and it came first then Chuan's and mine tasted like orange too D:
Gross man :X
So took th bus t Sentosa.
When we reached, three of us just sat down and, um, chatted.
Played frisbee awhile but I can't throw/catch D:
Then played volleyball and I suck at it man. :(((
I think I have "ball phobia" or something -.-
Cos I move away when th ball comes :D
Played untimate something game but th sand was like super hot.
So couldn't play properly.
Just walked around like some mad idiot :X
And it was so super hot that I couldn't open my eyes properly.
Then after like playing awhile,
went back t sit down.
Chatted then ate lunch.
Then everyone sat down for quite long then some went back t play.
Then Tanya and Jia Hui went t buy our drinks.
But after like an hour they still haven't come back.
So Sam and I walked t 7-11 t buy ourselves.
Saw Chuan Ling and Darius there so bought drinks and sat with them.
Then saw Tanya and JiaHui. Hahaha :D
Then some went t play in th sea but ChuanLing, Sam and me didn't D:
Got sunburnt on my neck D:
It's super pain man.
And Benita looks like a lobster says Tanya cos she's like literally RED.
Then bathed in th super gross toilet.
I felt like puking in it man.
Damn gross.
Tanya, Sam, me shared toilet.
Cos th queue was super long.
Then there was this black leaf that looked like a cockroach man.
:X
Totally couldn't stand th toilet and Tanya kept laughing at my face's expression.
Th toilet sucks. Big time. D: ugh, It still irks me.
Then th others waited for us like for half an hour outside 7-11.
Took th train t vivo and my card couldn't work cos I bent it. :D
Went t Candy Empire and loads of stuff were buy-1-get-1-free.
But didn't have money so didn't buy.
Ate at th kopitiam downstairs which I didn't knew existed.
Then wanted t watch movie but everyone couldn't agree which movie t watch,
then they say go Darius' house play wii. (;
Couldn't go cos papa was opposite habourfront there then he say fetch me home :(
Then went home :(
And watched some Robin Williams show.
But fell asleep halfway ;D

And until now,
my neck aches like crap D:
I hate sunburns. :((((((
And I love The Ting Tings. :D

Super random. xD

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY !
I'm feeling so bad that I forgot t make a card for my dad.
Didn't buy him anything cos he wanted some super ex amplifiers.
Which I obviously cannot cannot afford.
Mama came back today :D
She bought stuff for doggy (:
Two toys and this really nice box of super nice biscuits that I feel like eating.
Hurhur ;D
Doggy's super scared of th octopus toy mama bought.
It has super huge eyes :D
Brown is damn cute ♥♥♥♥
Oh, and we went t eat lunch tgt :D
Then went t Island Creamery. Loves.
Went home after that :)

TAG REPLIES :D

2008-06-15T13:44:00.004+08:00

TAG REPLIES

to BeForU: Hello, jiayous too :D Yesyesyes I know :D They're super nice right !

to shantelle!: Hahaha, yeah, I only like ikea meatballs man. :D I don't like other meatballs :D Nope, not only chili cos Dom said he ate curry ones before.

to Samantha(: : Yeah man, if I were you I'd die of, um, tiredness :X Hahaha, chicken rice is th love :D

to Tanya: That's what I thought :D But, Dom said it was 'kuay teow' so I'm not sure -.- Hees, I don't know :D

to Darius: Yeah, that sucks D: Wished I could go man. DDDDDD:

to JOY THE BEST: Hello hello hello my lemon! ♥

to mel mel cheong: Hahaha, yeah okay, I'll try to :D

2008-06-13T12:03:00.008+08:00

I am drinking a cup of carrot juice.
Shantelle is drinking a cup of carrot juice.
I am drinking another cup of carrot juice.
Shantelle is still drinking the cup of carrot juice.
I like duck noodle kuay teow from coffee shop.
I like pasta from fish and co.
I like icecream from island creamery.
I like meatballs from Ikea.
I like stingray from market.

I am hungry.

p / s. thanks dom :D
for the correct spelling of kuay teow :D

2008-06-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday.

went t shantelle's house at about 2.

met at btp :D

went t buy ingredients 'cos we were gna bake cookies :D

for church people, i think.

so bought &, got super fascinated by th stuff there.

gosh, there's so many things i've never ever seen before :D

so got smacked by shan a few times.

'cos wasn't paying attetion t th stuff -.-

then talked about that &, laughed like shit.

right smack in th middle of everyone,

we were laughing our heads off.

so everyone was casting us this annoyed/what-are-you-doing-are-you-mad look.

so didn't care and continued laughing.

then got smacked again 'cos couldn't stop laughing.

another smack and i'm skybound, i'm sure.

it hurts like crazy x1000.

so bought th stuff then went t her super awesome house :D

super niceee :D

wowed at her house then went t bake cookies :D

was like super sotong, didn't know what t do cos i never baked from scratch before.

usually baked like from those ready-mix and just dump some butter, flour, eggs and viola.

super hard &, bland cookies which mama says th dogs won't even dare t go near it.

D: super insulting man.

then we used those mixers that i thought only existed in those black-and-white movies.

i never knew it was that useful.

i have always used my hands t mix th dough and stuff.

and then eat cookies with chunks here and there.

sieved th flour also.

super cool ;D all th flour balls disappeared :D

then used my super chopping skills t chop th walnuts.

was slicing th walnuts at first cos i have no idea how it was done.

then shan came and screamed at my tiny sliced walnut pieces.

got taught th correct way and tried my hand at it.

but i still couldn't get it.

my knife just kept chopping at th same place.

it didn't move :(

undaunted, i tried another newly thought-of method of me =]]

managed t chop all th nuts :D

with alot of effort, and not t mention, SOUND.

my chopping was super loud.

used too much effort, shan says.

and i bet i'll get arm muscles if i continue baking like this :D

so build cookie mountains on th tray t go into th oven.

was doing it super stupidly. :(

got insulted somemore DDDDD:

then suddenly became super expert at it :D

after like a thousand and one batches :)

then by th time i got th hang of it and wanted t do more,

there was no more cookie dough left D: ah.

then th cookies came out of th oven.

smelled super nice &, tempting.

but shan didn't let me touch them yet DDDD:

let it cooled then seperated them into boxes.

took those ugly ones and ate. finally :D

then burned my finger on one of th hot trays :(

then burned my arm on another super hot tray.

&, there's this huge pink bulging line on my left arm.

and it's brown now.

then papa came and picked me up.

time flies when your having fun man.

realised we baked for 4 hours.

wow.

wow.

wow.

then went t send didi t tuition.
then walked with father opposite t novena square.
walked around looking at slippers.

and i have come t a conclusion that th 22.90$ ones that i want t buy are th cheapest!!

hopefully, i'll be able t convince mother.

then walked arnd looking at th nicenice stuff :D

and bought a bottle!

finally, no more 350ml winnie th pooh bottle :D

(although i think it's super cute)

strike two from my wishlist (:

and then went t fish &, co for my pasta.

i realised i have been stupid for like half of my life.

i have been eating those puny 6$ portions of pasta !!

cos i thought they didn't have that type in adult portions.

i haven't been able t find it in th menus.

and i found it on the menu ytd.

i must be super blind or something.

blind from the things i want t get.

darn :(

so ordered it and goobled it up like some animal, says papa.

it was super good :DD

then walked again and bought aloevera cream thingy for my burned arm.

it's like 4$ for a bottle th size of HALF my thumb !

imported from th us.

and it was th only brand guardian carried.

:((((

then went and fetch didi from tuition and saw my old tuition mates.

some of them didn't recognise me anyway D:

must be th stupid super straight fringe which didi says makes me look ahlian.

grr.

and omgomgomg,

i have piano exam like on 3rd july :(

and cher reckons i'll fail.

oh goodness.

DDDDDDD:

the day before yesterday.

went out with joy and shan t wm.

played lots :D

then walked around aimlessly.

went macs t eat grilled chicken foldover meal

COS

joy and i were craving for it !!

no, we're not pregnant.

just cravings :D

then went t sit at some super smelly corner D:

then i went t buy th food for me and joy.

cos shan wanted t leave th bags there alone.

but joy and i couldnt trust that tho my bag was totally empty :D

then lata, saw joy and shan running from th place we were sitting at cos joy saw a cockroach.

then they think is th other side th people shoo it t our table cos they were laughing super loudly.

pftttt.

thben ate and went home. D:

and didn't want t eat dinner anymore :D

(whats with the huge spaces in between lines ?)

WHO AM I ?

2008-06-09T21:33:00.004+08:00

Who Am I
casting crowns

Who am I,
that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I,
that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm callingLord,
You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours,
I am Yours
Who Am I,
that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I,
that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear'
Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2008-06-09T18:20:00.002+08:00

i want xanga D:
but they don't let me make an account D:
forget it D:

today went t some NINE HOURS first aid course.
learnt cpr and all th other first aid stuff.
ooh, the plastic cpr man has super nice teeth &, abs as well ;D
then wanted t take a lift from jiehui's car but found out there were like already 5 people in the car.
then still plus jiehui, me, jiayun = EIGHT -.-
so didn't know how t go t jurong interchange then followed a indian girl :D
jiayun took th bus straight home then i took t interchange.
then went t my house th garden take key from aunty :D
she brought doggy t walkwalk :D
(I think i'll call doggy 'brown' from now on cos she's brown &, I call her that at home.
still so original huh, joy :D)
hees.
yeah.

haven't been updating for quite some time :(
updated cos shantelle asked me t (:
ohyahhr, th jurong mrt there got nicenice pasar malam.
a lot of nicenice things ley D: no $$ DDDDD:

yesterday,
went t fetch mother from airport.
then went t jumbo &, ate chili crabbbbs.
then went t imm t th converse cos wanted t buy sneakers t go out in and school shoes from there.
didi wanted t buy 2 pairs as well.
so looked arnd but decided there th designs not nice D:
so didn't buy.
mama says she'll bring us t th wm one when she gets back cos she flew off today again D:
then at th imm there got th metal pole drop and hit th ahma head.
ouch.
then she look like gnna cry DDDD':
poor old ladaye.
then she's like out with one big family lo.
then th son keep screaming, " who's th f-ing person who did this ?! "
then he keep staring at my brother like accuse him lo.
but he didn't do it.
then we tio stunned, stand there just stare.
then mama was like, " he didn't do it lohrs, why you blame him uhhs "
then got th girl whisper t th man tt its not my brother do it.
then he go say that he never say my didi do one what,
he just asking who did it niah.
ha. ha. ha. so joker.
then he keep shouting at th shop people tt if th ahma got problem he will find them ;x
he keep repeating.
diao, spoil our mood leys. D:

last week.
watched made of honour with yanling.
it's not really nice ley. :(
then went walking arnd.
and she told me things tt i never thought about before.
things that i only saw th surface of.
things that i never thought deeper into. D:
hmmmmm.
then went on friday with shantelle honey t wm.
th arcade renovating.
haiish.

IM SUPER BORED CAN ;x

2008-06-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY.
woke up in th morning.
di wanted t watched indiana jones so we went.
cabbed t jec and was like 10 minutes late for th show -.-
chiong -ed t buy tickets then hurried in.
missed like quite a lot of th front part. wth.
then aft th show, mother made me go buy toothbrush and toothpaste.
cos lata had lock-in nite at 8pm - 8am.
but we not gnna sleep so why need toothbrush ley.
mother says my teeth'll rot so ohokay, went t buy.
went arcade and played.
brother is super in love with parapara.
lols.
then took cab t btp meet shantelle :DD
she went t buy her darling fbts :D
red &, purple.
make me jealous cos I can't buy cos I'm broke now D:
then decided there nothing t eat then walked t market eat.
ate chicken rice :D
then shantelle couldn't finish. hahahas :D
say I eat very fast -.-
is she eat super s-l-o-w I tell you.
then walked t church for th bus t take us t kuochuan sec.
wore slippers but Tanya said shoes are compulsory.
so kept asking ppl if they had extra shoes but no one had. -.-
then bus -ed there.
then had singsparation then had games.
had th starch thingy station first.
then its like got t dip your hands in this super starchy, smells like vomit mixture.
then very sticky, gluey lohhrs. DDD:
yucks.
then he keep slapping it on my knee and hand.
damn gross -.=
so slapped them back on him. hurhur.
then next station also had th pool thingy we did at OC.
&, th tarzan, jane and gorrila-lalala.
super fun :D
then had many more stations.
then th clues quite hard then walked arnd lots.
but very fun lah.
wake me upppp (;
then about 5-6am or smth, can't remember, we finished th game.
with quite alot of matchsticks (:
then went back t that room.
then went t change &, was super sleepy can.
had singsparation aqqn and Jean said I was closing my eyes/mumbling at th same time lo.
then I kept falling in front lo.
super paiseh. ><
Then ended at 7+ and then th bus only comes at 9.
slept in th canteen while waiting for th bus, then slept in th bus too.
reached church then took 77 home D:
cos papa had t go work, can't pick poor me up.
then went home &, slept all th way :D
then had tuition. super sleepy :((((((((((((((((((

im feeling so super tired now.
byebye.

2008-06-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

just came back from camp.
whabiangs.
that night went t town searching for a duffel baggg.
found one at nike. :D
on sale somemore.
so bought then went t kinokuniya.
super super suay D:
bought th same book which i already had.
omg, HOW SOTONG CAN I BE .
then after town, went th s'pore flyer there.
then he wanted t seat th merry-go-roundd.
but didn't.
went for some super cool fishy spa instead :D
hahhas.
we had t deep our stinky feet into water then got all th fishys come nibble your legs.
super shiok i tell you (:
felt like electric current.
heeeees xD
then went build-a-bear :D
wanted t build one but super ex D:
like 100 over bucks ley.
no $$ D: D: D:
plus, you get t fluff th TEDDYYYYY ! :X
and, you get t add a heart :D whees.
then th outfits are ubber cool luhhs.

so anyway,
CAMP.
slept at like 2am plus th night before camp.
then woke up at 7.30 cos alarm didn't ring.
and had t reach school by 8.
so rushed rushed rushed.
had dragonboating at selatar then went pasir panjang.
then th camp they give a lot of food can.
then got inspection lo.
see if got anything left. -.-
then cos we late then do th pumping position thing for damn long.
was about t die can.
hand was like shivering like shit.
and then they let us bathe for 5 minutes niahhs.
wore my clothes without drying at all okay.
damn disgusting. was dripping wet siol D:
then had t drink like 5 cups of milo cos they said had t drink all.
then at night, i super fast sleep liaos. ><
cos was like damn tired.
then next day th girl beside me go shake me then i wake up.
lol, then got some morning excercise thingy. o-0
then did sit-ups with our legs up up up in th air D:
super hard ley, and i CANT CANNOT do sit ups. :((((
then did pumping also.
and lotsa stuff.
was tired like crap.
then we go eat breakfast.
got super a lot of foooood man D:
and must eat all.
bloated, then went t have some ceremony thingyy D:
then had th dedication things.
cos sec 4 leaving lehrs :(
then some cried and stuff.
then finally break camp :D
missed doggy so much.
then waited for laoba t pick me up.
sat with jiehui at th side of bus stop.
with our huge bags, look like refugees i tell you. :X
people kept casting us weird glances. -.-
then went t jec t eat lunch.
then went home straight. :D

ps, doggy's name's not doggy :D
i prefer calling her that though (;

I can't believe it was you.
That was th last thing I though it would be.
Well, you disappointed me alright.
But it's all over, there's nothing I can do or say.
I just hope you didn't mean that,
and didn't feel that way.

2008-05-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

yesterday,
went t causeway point and met yanling at mos burger :D
ate lunch there and talked.
then met claire t watch movieeeee :D
yanling couldn't stay for th movie cos she wanted t meet someone else D:
at bishan D:
we missed her so.
wanted t watch 'Made of Honour' but Claire came late.
She didn't know th way D:
LOLS.
so she called me &, checked.
then she found out that for a few months,
she's been sms -ing / call -ing my old number D:
diao -.-
so only left with 'Narnia' and 'Indiana Jones'.
watched 'Narnia'. :D
It's super nice <3 worth watching.
Then halfway through th movie right,
it suddenly stopped. :(
Then wondering why stopped lo.
Took th chance t go PEEEEEE (:
Then went back.
They said power failure D: diaooo.
Then th lights in th cinema went off.
&, Claire was scared :DDDD
Then some guys in colourful skinnies and stuff started crapping lols.
They were like 'F you, F (all sorts of stuff)' :D
hahhas.
Then some girls in front also talked back with them lo.
Don't know what then we heard 'Superman no nehneh lohrr'
hahhas wth, yeah i know ((:
then they use th hp light go shine on th bigbig screen.
Then they point middle finger and stuff then th shadow can see.
Claire and I were like laffing until stomachache can :D
Then they did some obscene shadow stuff with their fingers :D
Then some Malay man was like, Can show some respect for others or not.
Then some people started screaming at them ==
Then movie finally started again :D
Then two movie people came and asked those guys t leave.
Hurhur :D
then those girls suddenly become super quiet -.-
Yeah, enjoyed th show.
Then went Yoshinoya eat dinner :D
Claire ordered some super hot thingy then couldn't finish.
HAHA.
Then took train and bus home :D

Holidays are so boring D:

TODAY,
super boring day luhh.
Claire came over and we played wii.
Then had tuition.
Then jie, yang came over with their ps3.
Played guitar hero :DDDD
hahahha. super fun yahhr :D
Then that's it ?
Using jie's mac now D:
cos mama don't let me use th laptop.
&, OMGOMGOMG.
i found out i didn't exceed last month's phone bill at all :D
thought i exceeded cos th $$ was a lot.
Then mama found out it's cos my dad didn't pay my last month bill.
which i exceed by about $25 D:
i can't believe I didn't exceed lah.
i'm super pro :D
oh yay.

2008-05-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

morning,
woke up at 730.
ugh, super early D:
then went t cut hair.
cos i couldn't see through my stupid fringe.
&, i got super annoyed at it.
so went t have it chopped off.

jeslyn:
heh,
sorry, only choped th front.
not th back D:

then mama went t curl her hair again.
&, aunty went t rebond.
so waited for hours and got t plug out th wires from mama's curlers :D
then pulled out all th sponge too ~
played loco roco on psp while waiting.
then finally done then went t buy lunch home.
then doggy vomited thrice.
it's like white bubbles.
ugh .
so got worried cos she's been damn lethargic -
always sleeping nowadays.
&, not eating her lunches.
so NOT herself.
so called th vet and she said it sounded serious.
cabbed down t th vet at clementi with claire &, aunty.
then super heng :X
doctor say nothing.
just that doggy doesn't like dry food.
must change some t th mushy squishy ones D:
she said doggy was on th bigger side,
which implies doggy is fat D:
she used t be super skinny lo.
and maybe not letting her eat th carpet would help too :D
told her doggy sleeps with me in th aircon.
&, she said doggy's spoilt D:
heh. <3
got antibiotics for her vomiting and some tablets as well.
went seven eleven then came home.
it's raining now :D
&, it's super cool :D
like aircon :D

yesterday,
watched 'dial m for murder' and stayed at home and slacked.
hmmmm.
super bored lo.
and i seriously seriously need t find a nicenice duffel bagggggg :X
help.

2008-05-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

just came back from dinner ;D
then went t video ez borrow MOVIEEEES (:
gonna watch edward scissorhands now.
HEES xD
played by johnny depp i think.
his shows are niceee <3
borrowed 'dial M for Murder' &, 'Dreamer' also ;D
wahhahs.
i love watching movies :D

LAMERISM ;D

2008-05-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

changed skin.
after super long ;D
but there's some problem with it luhh.
th colours &, stuff don't work.
when i type in th colour code for, let's say pink,
they give me like green lohr D:
and when i type for yellow, they give me blue D:
ugh.

YESTERDAY,
went t west coast park t fly kite. ;D
nono, not th go and die one.
KITE-FLYING ;D
hmmms.
natalie came too.
then i didn't want t fly th kite.
was tired mahhr.
woke up at 11.30 and missed fishing D:
went t some korean barbeque restaurant ;D
WHEE.
there was alot of food.
and when i say alot,
it really is ALOT.
th table was like almost 2m and was totally full ;D
with some weird korean appetizers.
ew ?
anyway,
th bbq was really good (:
I can't remember th name of th restaurant though ><
then went hom shower then they came over &, chit-chat.

ugh, my posts are superduper boring.

TODAY,
woke up at like 8.
whoo, super early ;D
then dreaded and dread :(
sighs.
didn't go church cos had th cca thingy at expo.
looked stupid in th uniform &, met them at clementi.
stayed at expo listening t some talks.
then they had singing lohrs.
then super loud :X
&, th lights super bright -
i though i was going blind, man.
th colourful lights kept flashing.
like disco (?)
slacked &, played with jiayun's phone :D
kept losing t her ~ lawls.
then after a few hours had break.
ate and ate waffles. <3
loves.
then sat th bus back t clementi.
papa came t pick me up :D
&, he brought doggy along !
opened th car door then she jumped on me.
OHGAHGAH ;D
she melts hearts.

ooh.
found one of papa's tees. ;D
&, it's damn comfortable.
wore it t sleep :D ooh.

AND I AM SUPER BORED NOW.
SO I SHALL TAKE MY LEAVE.
-.-

2008-05-23T12:27:00.003+08:00

(:

joey's at my house now :D
yi yan just went home D:
AW.
she's super scared/allergic t doggy :X
poor doggy was cooped up in th stinky cage of hers.

today no school (:
ptc thingy.
sent Darryl t school in th morning.
then went t school.
mr ling talked t my parents.
about this and that.
i'm okay with my results I guess.
but mama says I can score better.
if only I had put in more effort.
but i studied effing had alr okay :X
sian.
saw chloe with her mom.
and saw nigel and some others.
tried out th size for class tee.
th class tee is super cheap :D
$19 only ~
for adidas somemore. i think :D
but papa paid (: heh.
-.-

went home aft tht.
parents went t work.
met joey and yi yan at BTP at arnd 10.45.
i stopped at th wrong bus stop.
had t walk.
im always, forever stopping at th wrong bus stop luhhs D:
so met then we went t buy fbts :D
bought dry-fit white &, purple ones (:
papa gave me money t buy.
parents don't let me buy PINK :((((((((((((
argh, devastation.
yi yan wanted t buy.
but she spent her $10 on th deposit for class tee.
super sadd.
so went t ntuc t buy batteries for th wii.

then they came my house :D
ordered pizza hut delivery.
waited super long on th phone before someone answered lahr.
then th lady called me ms. joey.
on th receipt and phone somemore. EE.
hurhurs.
then slacked arnd for about 45 minutes D:
then pizza arrived.
and then th promotion item i ordered it super little stuff lahr.
everyone eat two small slices niahhs >< im hungry now.

___________________

YESTERDAY ;
last day of school.
walked into parade square t assemble tt time got caught by dm.
for uniform and hair.
she pulled my hair. super hard luhh.
then everything all messy.
used alot alot alot of clips.
then after flag raising,
walked back t class.
then th other dm ask me stop.
then got caught for attire again. D:
sian.
then in between lessons,
went out locker there and another tcher ask me tuck in, again.
super ma fan can.
ugh D:

its hard t see th pain behind th mask

:D

2008-05-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

ugh D:
doing home economics homework now.
its a boreeeee :X
alright, lets see,
today.
had school.
not sure why but our class was th only one who had attire check by dm.
didn't tio for anything :D
except for not tucking in at th sides (:
maybe others got caught - for this and that. D:

tanji told me stuff :D
then other things happened :X
not so very good things.
haiyohhs .

watched th moving house anime thingy during chinese today.
didnt continue th other movie during cep.
sighhs ?
im bored now :X

had drills today. in full uniform.
th uniform very .. idk how t say.
but all th hair must tuck into th hat then looks like botak one lohrr D:
super gross.
then super hot and stuffy.
like some ahma going marketing :X
jia yun looks okay cos she has no fringe so no diff D:
boo.

hmm, shantelle :D
don't worry lahrr.
im more or less over th manga thingyy :D
but he's super nice lohrrrrrr.
in th 2D dimension world.
ha. ha. ha. 0o

it's almost 11 now.
&, tmrw's th last day of school :D
for th semester :DDDD
yay.
friday's ptc -
short for parents teacher conference.
and mama's going.
i think i would be going out on tht day.
go shopping with th rest <3
or something.
andand, miss mah's leaving.
oh how sad.
so we're going escape or smth t have some sort of farewell thingy :D
hohoho.
omg, i love santa :D

2008-05-19T12:34:00.002+08:00

ooh,
YESTERDAY.
went chalet yesterday at pasir ris.
chloe's chalet :D
her parents are really nice.
they invited us :D
chloe was there, of course.
along with joey, yi yan, ding lun, kah siong, shicong, chenyen, nigel and weisheng.
went late.
then wanted t go escape but didnt cos long walk and it was like super hot.
then played truth or dare.
chloe hadd t hug cy.
but she only put her hands arnd.
lol :D
then chloe's parents asked us t go cycling. :)
hahhas.
i sucksucksuck at cycling luhhs.
so was last. as always :D
then went t th arcade and played.
had barbeque.
th smoke was disgusting.
then we were all talking about those reddish pink chinese sausages.
ew.
with th stick and stuff.
hohoho ;D
add two chicken wings and some satay.
cy kept eating loadds.
then they went carpark and practice dont know what marching things.
and weisheng go put th chicken drumstick into th car exhaust pipe.
idk who's car though. hurhur (;
went arcade again.
they played pool.
th pool table was like damn dirtaye D:
played some picture game thingy.
then i was feeling super itchy. EW.
so we went back t bathe.
bt i didnt stay over.
cos at first i thought my aunt's coming today.
but in th end she didnt D:
sighhs.

today.
went t sixth avenue t eat roti prata for breakfast.
then went t eat gelato.
LEMON GELATO.
ohoh, s-o-u-r (;
i just love it so. <3
then went home and slacked. :D
and its still early. ahh.
papa wants t watch some movie at home again tonight.
and i just discovered i cant watch movie at night.
i'll fall asleep can ><
watched 'God must be crazy' &, 'Eight Below' last time at night and i fell aslp during both.
watched 'the Warlords', some nc16 movie thingy, and fell aslp after 1/2 an hour of th starting.
that was last last night.
watched Jodie Foster's 'Flight Plan' last night and fell aslp after 15min.
ohno, i super suck at night movies D:

boo.

2008-05-17T13:10:00.005+08:00

was reading vampire knight from mangavolume.
but it ended at #39. shoot.
having chalet tmrw :D
but i dont think im staying over.
cos im not sure if my aunt's coming th next day.
she hasnt told us yet.
went t eat at fish & co just now.
and came home t read manga.
dad says im addicted.
:X
thanks michelle and anqi,
for lending me read :D
my parents dont wnna buy them for me anymore.
they dont wnna buy anything for me D:
eeks.
i dotn know what t write alr.
i just dont know how.
and i dont know why.

~~in a mess,~~
so confused.
i dont have th mood anymore.
i cant keep this going.

i cant explain what i've been feeling.

[edit] been thinking about it and i thought it over ;D
oh no.
it isnt what you guys think :D
but no worries,
im okay :D
for now maybe.

2008-05-14T19:26:00.002+08:00

elizabeth's here at my house now :D
she came to check doggy out :)
she didnt like doggy at first D:
cos doggy was being her usual super hyper mode. heh.
then doggy calmed down and eli loves her.
hohoho :x

omgomgomg.
i was happy with my lit :D
but failed geog so having re-test tmr :D
just t gain one mark. hurhur.
also running 2.4 tmrw.
HAISHHHHHH :X
passed all my 5 stations.
hooray uhhs. xD
got A for incline pull-ups. HOHOHO.
i was over-th-moon (;

now eli's cooing t doggy t give her her offsprings.
:X LOL.LOL.LOL.

today rained.
was feeling cold.
then my stupid smexy _ _ _ _ _ _ mama spray the DAMN COLD water cooler water on poor me D:
was walking t drink then she suddenly spray all at me.
a few times some more D:
and she tried dragging th poor shivering me under th rain.
yikes.
bu guan xin nu er. TSK D:

started reading vampire knight.
and i think it rocks luhhhhhh :D

2008-05-11T14:21:00.002+08:00

ytd went wakeboarding. (:
but didnt try out.
didnt wnna get wet with th saltwaterrr.
argh, lazy girl. :X
we only booked th stuff for an hour anyway.
let claire, darryl and shihui try.
hahahs.
watched from th speedboat.
quite cool really.
but damn hard lo. :D
watched them fall and stuff. heh.
then went cathey t eat at some restaurant.
claire, shi hui and me wore fbts.
super paiseh.
into some restaurant D:
shihui borrowed my fbts and she wore it with loafers.
was damn funny. :D
anyway,
been tagged by ashley t do th quiz so here it is :D

1. At what age do you want to get married?
dont know ><

2. Who is more important to you? Friends/Boyfriend
friends (: they dont make me sad.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
idk. its hard t trust anyone. D:

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
yes for certain things and no for th rest.

5. If you can have a dream come true, what is it?
tt everything i want/hope would come true.
is it too much t ask for ? :X

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of course. :D i love th rainbow.

7. What is your goal for this year?
im not sure lo.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes and no.

9. What do you wish would disappear?
nightmares tt come true.

10. What feeling do you love the most?
being happy and lovedd. <3

11. Do you believe in true love?
ive seen it but not felt it.
so, im not so sure yeah.

12. What feeling do you hate most?
waking up. being disappointed, sad, and scolded.
and maybe angry ?

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
uh-huh.

14. Do you believe in GOD?
ohyeah :D

15. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
GOD, friends, family. and other needed thingys i guess.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
anyone, really (:

17. Whose your best friends?
those who never fail t make me laugh and brighten up my dayy <3

18. What have you done to please yourself?
nothing ?
i dont know. i cant remember.

19. What would you want to do now?
go out.

20. Do you deserve love?
uhm, depends (?)

Instructions: remove one question from above, and add in your own personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all i've tagged:
- tanji
- joan lim
- jie hui
- shantelle
- tanya
- sam
- eden
- melissa

(:

2008-05-03T14:50:00.003+08:00

hello world :D

grrrrrrrr.
im still sick with this annoying flu.
and my stupid brother keeps wanting t use th laptop D:
cos his stupid games are in it.
and he just cut my time.
im * mad.

just went t jiehui's blogshop :D
quite cool :)
you guys should check it out if you wanna buy cardigens yahhr.
its http://vintageee-x.blogspot.com/ (:
worth looking.
and if you want cherry pink fbts :DD

i took loads more picts of doggy.
but no time t upload.
you all must be like super relieved (?) =/

and im superduperduperduper bored :X
studied today.
and i missed ytd's english test.
so i studied for it.
did loads of homework.
and th poem seowlaoshi gave us t do.
asked mama t help me do. TT
and she did everything. :P
she kept laughing while doing.
with th dramatic actions. ><
not going school for one day,
i kinda miss them :D
th laughing and chatting.
which just makes my dayyyy <3
l-o-v-e-s ♥

today at breakfast.
was thinking of chopping off my hair :D
cut short in other words.
quite sick of placing pins all over my head.
and tying th plaits everyday.
waste alot of time one D:
and it's always super messy.
i want t live w/o th mess :D
so i was thinking.
and mama said up t me if i wnna chop or do anything.
should i ?
hmmm.

i just cant bring myself t it.
sorry seems like th hardest word.
love, peace, whatever.
i don't really care anymore,
come rain come shine.

2008-05-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

still sick :X
need t use th inhaler thingy and it really sucks okay.
pon school today.
didnt take th napfa.
cant anyway, doctor's orders. D:
went t watch iron man ytd.
it was good.
cos i LOVELOVELOVE marvel :D
rocks <3

stayed at home.
didnt really slack though. :X
did homework,
havent been doing for super long D:
guilty.
read digital fortress by dan brown.
it was super nice.
a little scary though.
read p.s. i love you a few days back.
was super nice.
not t mention touching.
i was sobbing on th sofa luhhs.
but no one saw :D
im super emotional i think.
not emo tt kind of emo.
i think i cry easily.
D:
lols (?)
i cry when i read,
i cry when i watch movies.
even if its not really tt sad. D:
im sucha BABY D:

still stuck with th nebuliser inhaler thingy.
super mafan.
and have t use sringe t extract th medicine.
th needle's long and super scary.
th antibiotics didnt really work.
so got new medicine from another doctor anyway.
some disgusting-taste white tablet and some hotpink syrup.
super cool luhh th colour of th syrup.
but th taste is GROSS.
suepr gross.
been losing my appetite D:
but im feeling better, yay :D

it isnt like it used t be now.

2008-04-30T19:08:00.006+08:00

oohs :D

no MYEs, ohyeahhh (:

SAM:

mug hardhardhard okays ! :D

hahahs.

holiday tomorrow.

yayyy :D
and, im still sick ><>

maybe you're sick of her already,
with all my pictures and ooglings,

but i'm not :D

toobad but you've got t bear with it uh (:

i just love her <3>

&, OOH.

she suddenly loves this white ball with white holes.
yeah, like th floorball ones. (:
and its like always in her mouth.
mommy's real scared she'll swallow it or smth.
and daddy says her jaw'll break :O
cos, like, her mouth's really small.

joey and me :D SHADOWWWS.
she looks super cute here :D loves.

hahah. i cooked this for my home ec test. looks gross, i know :D
zhi hui's meal for th test :D
jiehui's nail painted with silver painty (: it looked so cool omg :X

th one above : (she still had long hair then)

thanks t those who wished me t get well :D

i hope so too :D

loves <3

♥

shadows fill an empty heart,

when love is fading.

2008-04-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

At plaza sing now.
Eating at some chinese restaurant. :D
And I'm still sick sick sick.
I got th viral flu - fever, cough, sorethroat, runny nose. And I'm hating it. I'm sweating everytime, even in th aircon, cos of th fever D: tht sucks.
I sleep like almost every minute luhh. PIGGGG ><
Didn't go church today cos didn't wanna spread th flu bug.
But mama always brings me out :D yay. Doggy went t cut hair ytd and she looks different. I cldnt recognise her at all. Looks damn tiny. Not th carpet anymore. :(

2008-04-25T14:13:00.002+08:00

zz.
today they came my house.
tanji, joey, jiehui, wei sheng, shi cong, liang zhi, nigel.
played th wii, xbox, ps and ds. :)
they got their football stuck at my neighbour th house :D
hahaha, :D
but th neighbour nt at home. rawr (:

oh. right. EXAMS.
i failed my chinese. - 20/55
mama was quite upset.
she ask me memorize 10 sentence a day.
madddd :D
then i sulk. lalalas. xD
then history i passed - 13/25
YAY,
mama was super happy i passed.
she said she would buy me a new laptop for my hisotry marks.
but cos of my chinese then cannot D:

had fever ytd.
my throat is super pain :X
it hurts like crazy D:
kept coughing.
but had t go t school today cos had home econs test.
cooked fried w egggg :D
hahahah.
th chen yen keep boasting abt his cold soba w chicken kebabs.
he dont let me eat but i kope one of his chicken :DDDD
then he gt same marks as me.
7/10
highest i think,
hahahha.
TANJI MAMA, BE JEALOUS. :D
no one wants t eat your curry noodle laaah ! :DDDDDD

thats it then.
im lazyyyy.
i hope i get well soon.
BYEBYE.

2008-04-22T22:32:00.015+08:00

awman.
there's actually loads more pictures but i my paint got problem.
then i cannt sensor my face so didnt post them.
cant show you guys th ones we took with th amazing chem lab goggles. D:
so, pictures as promised :D
some were taken really long ago. -.-

yay :D

remove th house (?)

lilo and stitch <33

jiehui and i

fighting t drink -.-
on my sofa =]
my chicken rice :DDD
jiehui / me
covering our faces -.- (tanji - me.)

p/s, tts chloe's body at th back

tanji mama and joeyyy.
hobbes and doggy <3 href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_UV7ickhxGco/SA3_Nki_SpI/AAAAAAAAAK4/VBGUayM4Q8I/s1600-h/PHOTO-0088.jpg"> hobbes :D

JOEY AND JIEHUI (:
neighbour's malteses. there were 3 of them. CUTECUTECUTE <3 href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_UV7ickhxGco/SA3-rEi_SlI/AAAAAAAAAKY/JSblhDFTHDg/s1600-h/PHOTO-0084.jpg"> HOBBES &. DOGGY :D she looks weird here.

claire drew these.
WHEE :D
HOBBES. (: jie's doggyyyy.
peach jelly ice-cream :D
at chevrons. long agooo.

doggy (: th day after we got her.
at th national museum.

(from left: chloe, jiehui, joy, me(:, tanji)

( credits to JOANNE for taking th picture )

tanji mama and me :P
@ national musuem also.

(from left: joey, tanji, me, jiehui. chloes th behind one)

asleep.

chloe and me :D hahahha.

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AWWWW :X

i lost my photoshop.

kind of.

lost th disc cover then dont have th serial number.

then cannot use. :X

i finally used th com :D

hahahh.

and update my oh so dead blog.

no MYEs. (: ohyay.

but was preparing for th practical home ec test luhh.

on friday and i didnt know D:

jiayous :D

met eden at clementi last friday :)

ohyay.

♥

i missed everyone so.

the good times we had.

the bad times we shared.

let time rewind.

2008-04-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

Th interclass netball thingy is still kinda messy.
And it hurts being th extra, I found out :D haha.
Couldn't decide on who t participate.
And obviously I'm not cos I can do th sports stuff, I really suck. I only can scream & nt catch th ball -.-
I say draw lots then no one wnna li me. Hahaha. :) I'm super extra can. Calafair, they call it :D
Using mama hp now t post. But th word limit very little so cnt post a lot. Sighhhh D:
Hahhaha, byebye then :D
LOVES !

2008-04-20T13:29:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged for super long :X
Shucks.

2008-04-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

Just came back from town :D
Went t kinokuniya and takashimaya.
Went wheelock first t collect di's hp.
Bought books &. Stuff and was finding a swimsuit. All were too short sadly.
Hahaha :)
Everyone's been falling sick.

NIGEL LAOUNCLE:
Get well soon okays :D
Drink lotsa water and stuff :D
Take shitloads of care :D

And tts all I guess.
Love th shopaholic books :D

WHOOTS

2008-04-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

Hahaha.
Using mama's phone t type th post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN LIM!
Your thirteen now.
Hope tt your enjoying ur chalet partayye now huh.
Sorry tt I cannt make it yeah. Been super busy wid everything. I<3YOU!
Andand, miss u truckloads.
Feeling super sian at home :X
Went t lot 1 today wid didi &. Mama :D
We took neos :)
Fun.
We took th big ones, whee(?)
Di pasted those cartoon boobs on mama's eyes.
Where it belongs to xD
di topped th machine @ parapara and I played ddr. For 1hr I think. Had loads of fun!

2008-04-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

i just realized BUBBLES came in ALL COLOURS!
as in seriously.
passed by tohyi today and saw this super so-cute little girl blowing bubbles.
and they were all in various colours.
OHMYGOSH.
it was so prettaye can.
wished i snapped it.
i had forgotten i had a camera in my super huge bag.
shucks.
eating starfruit now.
which happens to be TOO GREEN, TOO RIPE.
its like damn hard.
and i cant chew it properly.
usually i gobble it down in like seconds and today i wished i haddent cut those.
even with the salt, it sucks.
cousin just came over.
and i think we're going t some club for dinner !
and they have DDR and PARAPARA !
i love para para.
though im not really good @ it.
it feels g-r-e-a-t !
oh aunt just told me they dont have the hand one.
darn, just when i was looking forward t it.
whee (?)
and a whole plate of starfruits' staring at my fat face.
grrrrr.
shouldnt have been greedy and cut th whole lot o' them.
church was pretty okay.
went service and blabla.
tanya was lateee wid her threadless tees (:
threadless rocks.
but mama doesnt like online thingys.
provided i paid with my own hard earn squids.
SHEEESH =/
im broke again and again.
stupid tidbits at the shell station were super tempting.
oh and i got scolded by some passenger on board th BUSSSSS.
i cannot ever imagine getting told off by a commuter but i was.
cos i was drinking sweet talk on th bus.
thats all. PEEEEESH.
and then friday got punished. ran rounds.
came home superduper late.
took mrt wid chloe :DD
ate fries and stuff from macs. whee. :]
it was like at night already when i reached home.
th streets were so scary and deserted.
ARGH.
and then went t subway t eat.
and papa bought th wrong kind.
wid like pickles and peppers.
thats just spells G R O S S ;x
and th class blog's d.e.a.d. again. ;x
got another shopoholic book.
it rocks everyones smelly socks and i mean it.
i cried over th shopoholic and sister.
and i read both books in a day in one sitting !
ate putien yesterday.
at vivo.
saw some super nice handicrafts.
super ex but bought those.
cos mama said they were damn nice :DDDDD
heh.
wanted t make my own bearbear but couldnt find th shoppe.
and then, saw th handicraft bears buddhen didnt buy.
didnt know why papa was so like in a hurry (?)
._. grrrr.
anyway,
clubbbbb's ahead.
tata (:
BANANA LOVES YOU ALL OKAY.

2008-03-29T21:56:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANJI (:
(sorry for not wishing you via sms, i have exceeded, thats why D: )
i just wish time would fly faster and then my birthday would come.

life has been b-o-r-i-n-g.
non other than th non-exciting typical days.
not to mention tht it has been raining like everyday now.
and that, really sucks.
big time.
haven't gone out in like 272947298 years okay.
and i have been driven ALMOST MAD by the stuffy house.
wid no airconditioning cos my brother has got th flu.

&,
they quarelled today morning.
and i lay on th bed in th room wid th door closed.
i tried t cover my ears wid th pillow.
no use.
i tried reading my book.
no use.
im not sure of what t do.
stop them?
i'll prolly get grounded again.
but staying in th room listening aint any better.
hearing those words.
i don't think this can go on forever.
please stop.
and cos of that,
(and also that i had like a blocked throat and nose)
i cancelled my meeting wid yanling.
so sorry yanling.
i knw you were disappointed.
i could tell.
im sorry i couldnt make it when i promised you i wld turn up.

cooked th curry thingy today.
learnt @ home ec.
momma asked me t cook so i decided t be th nice little girl. (haha)
it tasted super hot.
its all daddy's fault.
he loves chili, spicy hot hot hot chili.
th whole family actually.
but he got his way, eventually.
and i was like totally red in th face.
cos i couldnt stand th spicyness.
downed a million glasses of water and still feeling very hot.
not t mention that i burnt my hand.
stupid boiling curry was on th lid of th thingy and i just lifted it and that resulted in my cooked finger.
daddy asked me t pply colgate so i did.
mommy just said "oh" and that was it.
daddy scared me.
i asked him what wld happen t my poor second finger and he was like,
"oh one chunk of th skin will just fall out"
acting like it was no big deal and i was already out of my wits and i was literally screaming and repeating what he just said.
but fortunately,
th chunk has not come out, until now.
and i dont think it would and i hope it would not.

went t bukit panjang plaze today.
bought tanji's present.
which were tissue boxes.
super cheapskate i know.
but it isnt your usual kleenex i bought though.
me and my mother went t th shop and she picked up this pack of 6 teeny boxes.
its super cute and looks like those cookie boxes cos they prited it like those conflake cardboard boxes and stuff.
and then we thought it was food so i shook it and then it didnt feel right.
so we asked th shop attendant who told us it was tissue.
we started laffing super loudy
(ohgosh it was so embarrasing)
then i thought of tanji mama suddenly so i bought it for her.
its too much to bring t school so i took out only 2 of them.
bought her earrings also cos i thot tissue was damn cheapskate.
but their hoops, not sure if she wld wear.
hahhs :D
th lady at tht accessory shop was super rude okay.
and so impatient.
aft we went out mama asked me if she shld hv picked a fight,
that would be so embarrasing.
as if i didnt have enough of th arguments she gets wid those irresponsible staffs.
dont get me wrong.
its th staff's fault but tht doesnt mean she has t get into some ugly verbal fight right.
just brush it off and go.
unfortunately,
mama isnt this sort of person.
aft begging her nt t go back t th shop t argue,
she agreed, but nt excatly willing, so i had t drag her away from tht shop t somewhere else lest she has second thoughts.
thankfully, she had forgotten abt th incident.
then,
went hm and then found out i didnt have wrapping paper.
rummaged my drawer and after pain-staking efforts,
i found some crumpled out-of-shape kind of UGLY lao gu dong wrapping paper.
i told mama i didnt have wrapping paper and she went,
"told you t buy just now and u didnt want?"
so th wrapping paper wld have t do.
its super ugly wid those happy bday words written on it.
ew.

planning t go out on monday.
was hoping cld meet up wid elizabeth there.
but she has cca, oh shit.
that sucks a lot.
missed her loads please <3

longlonglong post aft many decades,
oh yay.

(p/s. doggy stinks less cos we changed her food.
but it costs super ex. darn.)

i wish i cld go online more often.
shoot.

SPASTIC PEOPLE

2008-03-22T23:41:00.005+08:00

* edited ,
th picts look super duper gross hahahahha (:

darryl's hand came across just when th cam was abt t snap(: it looks really FARNEE (:

jumping for joy

pictures taken from jie's mac laptop (:
i was so in love wid it today please .
i want one ):
brought hobbes to my house today ,
he fought wid my doggy .
play play ;x
got damn freaked out siol .
doggy looks so like th lap dog kind but friggin aggresive ! ;x
she was like pouncing on hobbes and he was biting her .
argh D:
ting and jie staying over .
mama says i gotta sleep now cos tommorow need t wake up early .
so tatas (:

wid loves.

2008-03-21T17:19:00.002+08:00

went to fajar today .
for like half an hour or smth .
supposed to do project .
then they decided to go out .
then i went home .
no money go out anyway ):
went home do project cos no one wanted t do D:
except me and yunjin .
didnt wnna do but what can i do huh .
went t easter convention today .
rushed here rushed there just to make it t macs D:
and in th end no use )))))))))))):
should have gone for lunch wid them la (:
and doggy's mad .
she chewed th screwdriver .

i hope it isnt true .

2008-03-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

TODAY(:
had chem today :D
i went super high over th LAB GOGGLES la! (:
not first time wid it but its super fun.
qawsh , i LOVELOVELOVE th goggles can :D
then took pictures wid yiyan (:
she's super cute luhh :D
had fun wid tanji mama toos :D
teased her like crazy during assembly can.
she paisehh super farnee :D
lian hong se dhers :)
went late to school like everyday :D
sorry mother, cant meet you @ canteen :D
apologies.
im so happy for MOTHER :D
hahhs xD.
tommorow got th easter convention :D
gogogo ~
its at expo .
happy goodfriday and easter sunday peeps <3

TANJI:
m-o-t-h-e-r !
please cheerup ,
and find your pencilcase soon .
dont sad please cause you make mee sad also .
im sure its to be found .
dont worry ;x
be happyhappy like you are everyday okay .
wid th supercute hair that i love (to pull) .
kai xin yi dian dian please :D

and i dont know how to blog anymore .

2008-03-20T22:06:00.002+08:00

yunjin: WELCOME :D
CLARE: HELLOOOOS (:
tanji: KAY , JIAYOUS HORH !
lisa: alrighto(:
yunjin: cheobu ? L O L S ? anyway, you smile also lahhs ! XD
joan: okayyyss (:
BELLA: yay:D so gladdd , was wondering where were you D:
guesswho: who are you D:
daniel: okayokay(: igetit. i'll link.
glynnis: HELLOOOOS.
sharon: sure!
jes: harlowws:D
ashley: HAHAH:D i wan see th capeee (: and th pierced nose(: dying to:D okayokay you win:D childish bratttttt :DD iloveyoutoo.
minmin:okayyy.

replied:D

2008-03-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

oh projects projects projects .
can live be livable without the seven-lettered beings. D:
i wonder .
AND LRT'S ARE SUPER COOL :D
i love how th windows suddenly become white-tish .
and i think its like a roller-coaster.
and im a child in dreamland(now and then). -.-
me and chloe were gawking at th windows on th way home.
screeching with excitement and pointing at th windows PLUS LAFFING HYSTERICALLY whenever th white colour came up.

wow.

childishness revealed.

2008-03-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

helloooos :D
i havent blog for years ! ;x

OHNO!
i told th whole world th wrong number can cos i changed phone :X
so if you were wondering why th number i told you has NINE numbers ,
please delete th second eight (;
there should only be one eight at th start.
so sorrys !

and doggy is like SO CRAZY .
gahhhhs D:
jumping around like mad :X
and biting me :X

wanted to meet jiehui for lunch todays .
but her mama didnt let :X
so walked arnd like siaosiao .
bought some more bones for doggy (:
im so nice can uhhs .
spared a thought for HER :DD
she got a ribbon on her head and is looking so cute.
crazied :DD

and going wow-ee on my new phone :D
samsung but the camera is like quite slow and th keys are not very sensitive.
and you cant set it on non vibrating mode.
like just w/o sound and vibration.
cannot luh .

chatting with ash :D
supergirl got her nose pierced (;
so cool ; i wnna seeeee xD
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD x 100000blabla.

i took manymany picts to post but lazy to pluck out dha memory card.
:X
had cca today.
marchmarchmarch :X gah .
and just came back from vivo :D
no time to shop luhh !
so disappointed .
was like so kanjiong scared no time .
went there eat though .
and had juice :D
and er ,
rushed here rushed there .
:D

2008-03-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

SAW BELLA AT CHURCH (;
OMG :D
i saw then super hyper man (;
hugged her :DDDD
bella ` you are missed :D
come church more often please.
loves.

doing proj now.
LOL :D

2008-03-09T18:06:00.002+08:00

SORRY ,

MY TAGBOARD HAS A PROBLEM ,
THUS DISFIGURING THE SKIN ><
p/s. and i forgot the password and username to shoutmix and maybe i have to create a new one D:

2008-03-09T14:23:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOS (;
SAMANTHA'S AT MY HOUSE NOW :D
ohyay!
and they are coming tmrw for project.
no one wants us to use their house.
so poor me has to volunteer man.
shucks ><
and chenyen deleted the class blog!! @.@
after i spent like hours typing out THIRTYEIGHT ppl's names and register number twice ! D:
cos my com got problem and i typed twice man.
BOOOS! -.-
and then,
did the blog again.
and saved the settings and then,
THE STUPID BLOGGER COULD NOT SAVE. O.O
gah.
wanted to DIE mans ;x
so gave up and asked other people to do :]
smilesssss.
lame me :D
went for yf on fridayyyy.
brought jeslyn along.
sorry jeslyn,
tht you were dead bored cos STUPIDCHATTYJOAN wasnt sitting with you.
had fun during dinner :D
talked alot and i was so sotsot.
and hyperrrrrr. HAHAHA^^
and im always late man.
cos got CCA.
ohyah!
CCA -
did MARCHING.
gawsh.
so dicipline-ny thingy.
ITS LIKE MUST LISTEN AND DO IT AT THE SAME TIME AS THE REST!
cnnt even like delay 1sec.
omy.
i cant cope man *.*
and hohoho.
i gotta go tag people's blog cos im so busy during this hols that im not sure if i can go on >< FALALALA!

2008-03-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

changed skin ;x
doing up class blog .
chenyen deleted it .
ohqawsh .

p/s. i got A for lit :D
cloud nine for me , hooray .

2008-03-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

JOAN LIM HERE BAYBEHS ;D
sorry joan ong , just wna inform them .
that this skin is a TEMPORARY random skin ;x
will change as soon as i finish it -.-
ahahas , im slow .
sorry my darling mei {3
yes , you can delete this stupid post when im done .
TH JOANS LOVES YOU ALL <3

2008-02-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

OHYAHRS !
got some results back .

HOME ECONS:
72/100 ;x lousy .

HISTORY:
12/25 ima failure man .

CHINESE:
47half/70 :DDD i beat joey (; im DAMN happy.
(cos compo nia) (;

GEOG:
12/20 i cant read maps !!! ):

MATHS:
35/40 - 4 MARKS CARELESS !
wdfwdfwdfwdfwdf ;x
(joey beat meeee ): by one mark , heh)

miss mah said i passed LITERATURE !
RAWWWRS ! :DDD
(joey failedddddddddd .)

:D
thats it .

2008-02-29T15:07:00.002+08:00

ROADRUN TODAY !
three point five kilometres okay ! D:
GAWWK .
rained during th morning .
was hoping it would continue raining .
AWWWWS .
and then the sun came up aqqns ! ):
yi yan and jie hui say wait for me and joey ;
but they didnt . ):
but i pei JOEY !
we walkwalkwalk all th way ! xD
we were super slow ! ;x
i think one of the last (;
met tanji mommy :D
she say wan treat me macs !
if i chiong to the finish line .
i chiongchiongchiong then she didnt treat :(
lata then she say treat me :D
but i no need anyway .
went macs with jiehui, joey, chloe :D
ate until super fatttttt .
then jiehui and joey had problem climbing down the steps ! ;x
WAKKAKAS !
cos they run until jiao ruan .
and yesterdays DUCK WALK !
surprisingly ,
mine didnt hurt .
YAY :DDDD
cos i stay there be EXTRA :D
andand todays CAPTAIN BALL MATCH !
we lost i think . SOB .
but nevermind , its alright ! :D

TANJI MOMMY:
JIAYOUS KAY . :D
YOUR TH NICEST NICEST MOMMY :D
ANDAND NU`ER LOVELOVELOVE YOU KAYS !
DONT SAD ANYMORE ,
NOT YOUR FAULT .
THEY ALL HIT YOU DERH .
THEIR FAULT ALRIGHTS :D
LOVEYAAAA <3

the other classes sb violent man ;x
push here push there .
then the BIGBIGBIG guy go block poor tanji mommy ;x
and some guy push yi yan down three times can .
wdf man .
D:

and BROWNIE'S very smelly !
(joey's scared of her ! :DDDDD)

2008-02-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

DOGGY ILY :D

2008-02-26T19:28:00.002+08:00

REPLIES!
jueyin: hahas. didnt see you yar. lol. no lahs. jyjy :D

vanny: nuppppps ! he HATES me :D

BELLA: i wan know ! :XXX . why ue nvr come D:

Guest: who are you ahs. kaykay, you too tqs !

Ruth: tqs :D

Darren: yupps. xD

eden: hahahs. :D yup dumb box :D ooookay.

BeForU: wrong person lah ! goondo :D

Clare: hello ! :DD kays shure !

BeForU: yalor. dnt even knw joan the bloggy (x jy.

WanPing: okays :D

ASHLEY: you changed ! your english. was wondering which this ashley was :D guaiguai ah :D wads schizo ? kaykay :D ILY <3

joan: ya haha :D so bendan :D iloveyoutoo ! ohsomuch :D

jueyin: you too :DD

samlun: haha i understand la. and u didnt wan anyone to knw :D whee.

GUESSWHO: ohman, i cant guess ! who are yooooou?

roach: who are yous ?

tanji: HEHE :DDDD yours too :D

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YAY :D
i got a DOGGYYYYYYY !
shih tzu :D
and they said it would be LAZY :D
and its super ANNOYING NOW.
but SUPER CUTE.
i am so loving HER :D
its called YUAN FEN.
fell in LOVE with her the moment I SAW HER :D
she was so GUAI the day i brought her home.
and she's BITING everything now ! :X
gawwwwks. O.O

scored superduper BADLY i think.
should be.
according to what the TEACHERS say about the class.
AWWWW :X
i am so STRESSED today. =/

ASHLEY:
meimei , YOU CHANGED !
donte let your 'fake friends' hurt you KAYS :D
you're one SUPER-STRONG girl ! :D
ILY FOREVER :D

mommy's in AMERICAAA;
for two weeks.
awman.
and there's just so MANY MOVIES i wnna watch !
and with SO LITTLE TIME ,
i havent even watched ONE :(

(my blog is so dead i realised)

i have studied superduper HARD.
first time i SELF-STUDIED :)
JOAN, IM SO PROUD OF YOU!

and the BRYAN IMPOSTER.
donte even know the RIGHT BLOGG.
awman.
EVERYONE's SEEN THROUGH YOU :X
donte try to sow the discords alright D:

tata ~
see you after very long :D

2008-02-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

i'm just so super hooked to youtube.

i didn't receive many hongpaos this year.
AWWWWWWW ):
nevermind about that , im still contented :D
whee.
yay. i need to go far east to shop. xD
but for now,
i still rather stay at home.
yesyes.
watching youtube.
omfg :XXX
im so bloody hooked can.
and i'm dating elizabeth out for vday !
<3
haha.
nope, im not les.
just for fun ((((((;
ohhs. exams are coming.
but i can't believe i actually pay attention in class :DDDDD
yay to joan ! <3
loves.
andand, i have like no time to change skin.
maybe i'll do it right now.
maybe i wont. :D
JOAN LOVES YOU (;

2008-02-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPYCNY !

hobbes is SUPERDUPER CUTE !
<33333

and i dont see anymore cheongsams during cny .
practically everyone wore them like ,
five years ago .
including me ! xD

went back to peihwa ytd.
met up then went to ahma's house.
walked about aimlessly cos we were uberuber sianned.
and then claire went mad.
singing super loudly and off-ly on the pavements.
felt super paisehhs.

school's been pretty okay.
and fun , i might add. ;D
but hours are long and i feel lethargic.
i sleep really long hours nowadays.
andand,
i have become supersupersuper guai (x
cheez.

ohohs.
i think i wnna get a doggy (;
oh yay.
not sure what breed though.
jie helping me find cutecute one xD.
rawwwwr.
commontest is coming.
and i dont know loads of things.
shucks yeh.
vday's coming.
and i have no one. (;
and i dont mind , hahaha.

happy vday.
in advance.
in case i dont get the chance to go online.
been real busy with this and that.

and.
my fringe.
yes,
miss cheena girl.
i know.
><
and i cut it aqqn !
shorter i think.
but its too thick.
need go hairdresser ler.
layerlayerlayer.
hahahs. :D
have been experimeting wth my fringe. xD
and i havent been excatly successful yarhs.

2008-02-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

and my blog is dead :X
oohlalas (;
school's been pretty OKAY.
and funnnnnnn <3
at eli's house today.
and i cant go on wednesday.
SOBBBBB.

2008-01-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

my blogg's super dead now.
hahaha ;D
anyway,
hardly online mahhs.

&&.
i dont understand you.
you claim i do.
you said tht i knew you well.
but i dont.
youre super confusing.
you contradict yourself.
whats the truth and whats the lie.
theres no difference now.

^{you can stretch taffy ;
but you cant stretch the truth.}

read alicia's book.
haiish,
it made me wonder.

^{where's my tommysullivan?}

haha ;
its random , i knoww.

i dont feel right anymore.
i feel that something just disappeared.
and im wondering what it is.

2008-01-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

YAY (;
mommy was beinq nice today.
and let me use the comp <3
hardly go on nowadays.
been really busy yarhs.

ohoh ;
came back fr0m orientation camp todayy.
:D
it was really fun yehs.
twodays ; onenite.
and i cant believe i was not looking forward to it.
;x
cos i feel weird sleeping with other pe0ple - kinda.
pushed my sleepinq baqq tuhh the end of the hall.
faced the wall and chloeeee. xD
oh.
the first day.
played stations qames.
so rawwks. xD
andand ` the seniors are really niceeee <3
loves.
most of the qames are water qqames.
except tw0. ~
my number always tio one.
then kena drenched like crap. xD
they pick on poor miies,
p0ur the whole bucket.
suaysuay ~ D;
then we dried off and got wet aqqn MANY TIMES.
was fedd up );
then went super hiqqh aqqns ;D
hadd the haunted house thinqqy.
at midniqqht plus.
they saysay until super scaryyyyy.
was scared like shit.
then actually wasnt scary der.
thats why ; IMA CHICKEN.
wahahahs. :0
i felt super chicken can.
slept at one a.m. plus.
couldnt sleep and COUNTED SHEEPS xD
lawls.
found myself right beside chloe when i woke up in the middle of the niqht.
i open eyes then infront one biqbiq face there.
i was like AH OMG.
didnt sleep well.
woke up at 6.50 liddat.
joey woke me (;
cos i cant wake up by myself one. -.-
learnt some dances.
was extremely tired can.
then mommy picked me up today.
went to imm and we found out there was no kfc there.
haha ;D
we forgot.
then went to bukit timah plaza.
for KFC (;
bouqht two more FBTs xD
they seriously rawwk <3 LURBBBS.
then went home and SLEEEEEEEP.
and i can barely keep my eyes open now.
):

_________________________________________

TAGG REPLIES!
JEAN:
schools cool(; i didnt go too ~ had oc camp (;

sum1:
hurhhs. who are you ah ? oops. hw did it sound like.
i forgot. sorrys. ); i rmbr i tell you xD

Harriel:
xiexie (; JIAYOUS. <3 jieloves.

clinique hmmm. not really ><

desiree:
nanhuaaa xD hahas.

Darren:
EE. whyys. ): newtown opp my school !hahhas.

____________________________________________

yeh.
things didnt go right.
it didnt go the way it should.
they were right i guess.
wasnt really possible.
i wanted to tell you the same things you told me that day.
you got it out first though.
theres not much to say.
jiayous andand ` enjoy school.
korkor rawks xD

2008-01-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

i have been awfully busy with school and the manymany issues.
):
so pardon me.
i will try tuhh bloq as so0n as i can yarhs.
<3 loves.

ohoh;-
MY HANDPHONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED.

my mom confiscated it. ):
sighsighs.
sorry if i didnt reply your smses/pick up your calls.
a thousand apologies.
;D

2008-01-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

at esther's house now (;
shouted with mom over the phone today.
i think she was like totally madmad todays ;/
went out with claire`songyang`esther to junction8.
watched national treasure.
bought blue popcorn.
which was horrible laaaaa. ><
the movie's niceeee. <3
buddhens i so late then watch. sighs.
bought stuff and playplayed.
my handphone has a problem can.
i send the sms and ppl only recieves it like damn late la.
or mayb is their phone got problem.
but cannot be lehhs. -.-
tmr strt sch.
damn la.
i look fuglyfugly fugly ! ;x
eeeee.
i dont dare go tmrw.
and let ppl see the fugliness of the uniform on mee. ):
SAD.
hahha ;D
kester tranferred to nanhua too ~
and i have junyi (;
at least.
smiles.

:D

2007-12-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
NEW
YEAR
!

i miss those times we had.
i miss my haopengyous hell lots!
why split lohrs. ;x
meetups okay.

oh darn.
dont remind me.

2007-12-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

YAY! (x
the water is baaaaack (;
yes.
for ONE WHOLE DAY. yesterday.
my house did not have water at all.
my mom went over to claire's house to bring back a miserable bucket of water.
di had to go over to her house to brush his teeth.
and i had to use water from the garden tap.
EE. ;x
how sad right.
at first the toilets spoil.
cnt flush. heh. ;x ;x
then we called the pumblers in the next day.
the flush worked for ONE PATHETIC day.
and then the day after (today) there was absolutely no water.
damn.
and then another pumbler came.
and TA-DAAA.
theres water now (;
smiles.
but whn i turn the tap on the water spits out literally,
and then goes back to normal.
and makes this abnormally freaky screech.
i am so gnna scold the hell out of those stupid pumblers.
who made the taps run out of water okay.
`curses. ;x

&,
im still sobbing over the converse school shoes that were to be mine.
i guess bata will have to do.
sighs a million times.
D:

2007-12-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

just came back from nat's house.
hahaha ;D
they talked aout really funny stuff can.
pranked call loads of people.
and they were all like damn super angry. D:
boo.
didnt have time to collect my altered skirts today.
and THANKYOU sonqyanq (;
cos he helped me collect them.
super heng la.
cos they dont open tomorrow.
and i tried on the too-huge-for-me uniform and i looked...

FUGLY!

like extrememly.
somemore need to tuck in okay.
and i cant tuck out anyway cos it looks grosser tucking out ! DX
wah sehhs. ;x
i look super huge in them.
prolly cos the skirt's too huge.
as in not the size but erm.
how do i say it.
but nevermind.
and the sleeves of the shirt are freaking long !! ):
im so going to lose my face on the first day of school can.
and school is starting already ! awman.
this sucks big time.
im so not looking forward to putting away the laptops,
the psp, the ds, the wii.
AHHHH. this is so killing me can. ): ):
sad.
no more playing.
except fridays and weekends ; mommy said.
):
she always says stuff but doesnt mean it.
but still,
it means less time playing.
AH.
went out for lunch today.
with the relatives.
to some chinese restaurant.
and songyang kept throwing my slippers all over.
so paiseh ok.
to have to keep crawling under the table just to find your poor slippers la.
they all talk until so loud in the restaurant.
how embarrasing okay.
completed locoroco there. xD
the sound is so cute ! (;
loves<3

ohs and yesterday.
watched resident evil : extinction at claire's house.
and it was supposed to be nc16 !.
for violence.
but it wasnt very violent at all.
just abit prolly.
it was like damn nice okay (;
go watch ;D
smiles.
but it was kinda incomplete.
as in like suddenly end liddat.
and claire was like super in love with alice.
and she kept hugging me today cos she kept hallucinatinq.
and thot i was alice. hahahha.
oh yuck.
watched mr and mrs smith too.
on chnnl 5 x)
watched it 1hour lateeee. boox.
super funny la. the actions.

and omg.
(1) i missed the 7 oclock show. D: shucks.
(2) converse was having a sale today ! white sneakers for school for THIRTY BUCKS ! and i missed it. DAMN DAMN DAMN. i guess bata shoes will have to do.
but mommy owes me a pair of shoes from converse. lalala ~

haiish.
and i changed the skin ^^
but looks weird.
and joemin,
i received your letter !
;D TQS ;DDDDDD

o00000000000.
and,
HAPPY NEW YEAR (;

2007-12-30T19:57:00.000+08:00

changed skin (;
buddhens the side the word cant seeeee. ><
hmm nevermind.
to0 lazy lehhr. ;D
aiaiais.
im too lazy to post.

^{i dont wnna believe it.
kor, please dont.}

2007-12-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

2812`2007 ;
friday.

went tuhh ^{this fashion} at dhoby ghot.
dntknw hw tuhh spell. ;x
brought didi there.
took bus and mrt.
the ride was tooooo long. D:
sians.
met mommy there.
needed to buy smth for omega niteeee.
the stuff there are super cheap can ! ;D
smiles.
anyways.
went to plaza sinqq awhile.
daddy went thr tuhh fetch us.
ate dinner there. (;
then zao-ed early cos my papa` needed qq0 somewhr.
haiish.
wanted stay there find some red banqqle thinqys.
but me and mommy lazy take mrt home so went hm straiqqht.
suaysuay ~
then boy went thr after i left ;x
hehes.
how da0meiis. D: bo0.

2912`2007 ;
saturday.

rushed here and there.
went to alter my uniform.
;D
the skirt was too lonqq ;x
blehhs.
the shirt mommy said was quite okay.
so didnt alter. ;D
went tuhh claire`s house.
saw s0ngyanq there. (;
watched dead silence.
omqq.
borinq. buddhens the imaqes are super disturbinq.
and then i couldnt sleep at niqht. D;
watched the simpsons aqqn tuhhs.
omega nite at niqht.
brouqht claire alonq.
she sat at diff table.
saddddddd ~
cyndi and samantha sat same table.
i sat dff table fr0m thm tuhhs.
it`s kindaa fun there.
saw many people (;
their all super niceeeee <3
loves.

TODAYYYYYS.

went church.
papa sent me and didi hm. (;
helped momma ddo up the photoalbum. ;D
tirinqq.
eli came tuhh collect her psle cert.
and i qave her my rabbit`s caqqe.
cos my rabbit ranaway and i think she buyinqq one. xD
chatchat with hur awhile dhen she left.
played the ds. (;
didi found my yoshi-island finally (;
and i think locoroco is loveeeeee.
althouqh sy said it was for little kiddies. (;
i love it ! <33

boy.
nahhhhrs [x
it`s alriqqht.
i noneeds ~
&&. dnt need regrets. (;
smiles.
imy loadddds.

2007-12-28T12:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
went out (;
went to jurong ent.
went with sam`eden`joan`ash`rz`wy`bryan`samuel.
harry came lata.
slacked arnd.

:D

ate at kfc.
didnt eat much.
wasnt hungry.
walked arnd.
watched i am legend.
ash went off to meet someone.
the movie line was quite okay.
but,
the ending SUCKED loadds.

i was like,
'huh, end lehr ?'
and then the sutitles started showing.
damn.
sat beside sam for half of the movie.
she was freaked out i think.
and called the darkseekers voldermort's family ;D
haha.
she was super cute can.
and she was like super disturbed by the show.
hahaha.

oh yarhhs.
before that.
went to ice skate.
stuck with sam. (;
she was super funny.
clinging onto the sides the whole time.
then i had to hold her ((x
(we were like LES liddats. EW.) -.-
after awhile dhen she can skate lehrs.
joan pulled me away & skated damn fast.
Oo. freakyyyy. ~
i sucked loads at skating laa. ;x
havent skated since dont know when.
the last time i went skating was like when it was half price.
skated for two hours.
then the ice cleaning thingy started then we zao-ed.

went home early.
needed to buy an outfit with mommy.
but when i went home.
mommy said she was tired.
didnt wnna go out. darn.
she asked me to stay out longer.
but i didnt want to.
came home and saw yang here.
played wii (;
and i owned him at bowling. yehs ;D
and he won at everything else. );
i suck manymany at games luhr. ;x
BOO.
yang became super diff.
nowadays he always turn kiisiao (;
suddenly act damn arrogant.
and SARCASTIC ~
awwwwws.
and he do until super siaosiao (;
laugh until diedies. Dx
dhen me and him disfigure his ezlink.
cut the stickers and paste here paste there.
the ezlink become super funny ! @.@
his wallet empty one.
bring also no use.
no money nothing.
only got bustickets.
and ONE neoprint.
and he threw it away. (;
and then his cher called him.
his cher goodgood dehrs. ;D
and he qo bully her.
tsktsk. ;p BOO HYMMS.
he stayed until super late.
and slept on my sofa.
dad sent him home afterwards
cause he didnt wnna sleepover.
said he going out in the morning.

and i found out that i was unsuccesful for third language.
eligible but unsucessful however.
:D
but nevermindd.
dont think i can cope anyways.

SO DAMN LA.
school is starting next week.
and my uniform is horribly long okays.
and fugly. ;x
need to alter soonsoon.
if not might be too late. haish.

claire sleptover last night.
toked loadds with her about the movie.
she watched it.
right after i watched it.
i told her it wasnt really worth watching.
happened she just stepped into the theatre.
hahaha ;x
she freaked me and didi manymanys.
scared us all. ;|
lalalas.
and i think jaychou songs are niceeee.

audition is patching.
darn.

and,
boy was super funny toos. (;
ytd.
cheers.
IMYYYYYY manymanys. D:
sob.

2007-12-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

TAGGGGG REPLIES! ;

Ahyin:
hahaha ;D you also! jys. MERRYCHRISTMAS ~

tankblue:
YOU TOo ~~

Zero:
jiayous tuhhs (;
meimei loves too ~
MERRYCHRISTMAS!

desiree:
you also alriqqhts (;
BELLA:
YOU TOOO! THANKS.:D

boy:
you too !

NAOj-:
MEERYCHRISTMAS!

tankblue:
MERRYCHRISTMAS!

boy:
YAY! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

tankblue:
nono~ not kay.

JEAN:
why nvr qq0 ~ D: GOGO!

2007-12-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO !

MERRY CHRISTMAS ~

anyways.
slept over at cousin`s house (;
ytd.
went to church.
didnt attend the celebration thingy cos i watched the rehearsals twice already.
sam and i went to help mommy with the refreshments. :D
have to give fishballs to the kiddies.
i ate loadds of the fishballs (; wahaha.
the kiddys all so cute can ! <3 loves.
buddhens,
got this fatass keep arguing with me.
omfg. i was so pissed. ><
arguedd with him den got cher came.
scoldscold him (;(;
aiii.

i think this christmas` kinda BORINGGG ! ;x
no excitement one.
i want my presents anyway <3
yay.
ohs.
and i havent got an outfit for omega nite yet.
sam didnt wait for me to buy on with her D:
hehes.

i loveeee the wii.
played ddr on it :DDDD
LOVELOVELOVE.

ohyahr,
i MIGHT change back to cbox.
might.
eden,
dont get your hopes up high (;
cos my flashbox cant loadddddddddd. TT

i cant blog properly anymore.
i suck at it. D:
BOOX.
and sorry peeps if i didnt reply your msg today ~
my phone is FLAT. bleh D=
and my com is gnna crash D;
IM SO DAOMEI CAN. );
i loveeee supercrazyguitarmaniac2 (((x
got all the guitars lehr.
on my cousin`s comp.
not mine D:
eeeeees =/
gg0 home playplay aqqns ;)

i am so effing random. help.
oh.
jie got the ps3 (((;
love it.
the graphics are OHSONICE.
watched thm play timecrisis4.
got the orange gun. ;D
quite co0l. oh,
and needforspeed prostreet ~
ii want nfs prostreet ! ^^
but the psp version aint out yet.

tried on the uniform.
its far too HUGEEE.
the qerlqerl say it`ll be fine for me DX
bleahs.
need qq0 alterrrrr. ~~
i dont wan sch tuhh strt.

my audition has deprovedddd.
like shit.
shit.
shit.
and shit.
i cant play properly.
blur sotonqq ! Dx miies.
i keep changing the subject.
randomly xDDDDDDDDD
ihatemyself.

and.
^{boy,
YOUR BAAAACK! ;DDD}

i am running out of good moods.

2007-12-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

got the wii today (;
YAY.
and i did 185's fm !
i super noob dher. fm also cannt dd0.
-.- blehhs.
i hope everything's fine.
and sam's qaqa over tht church person.
LALALAS! ~
today had service. fell aslp. D;
boo.
ytd night had also.
&&,
i think i crashed the other com.
EE.
like cannt qq0 anywhr in it.
and the audition on this com works ! <3
AIIIIS.
buddhen not used to the keys.
i deproved LOADDS siah.
cant play properlyy >< BOOX.
today going to church.
watching the rehearsals.
with SAMMMMMMMMMMM ! ((;
yehs.
i cant pass my audi licence.
im sucha noob. D':
help.
i still love my psp ((;

i hope everythings fine. (;

2007-12-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

went to jurong today.
bought the wii (x
finally laaa.
bought a PSP too ! <3333
AIAIAIS~
but i bought the old version.
cos i didnt like the slim one.
too light for me lerh D:
bought a skin for it.
and got audition for it x3
and got dancedance revolution for the wii.
wahahaha. ;D
i love my psp (;

ytd.
i made you disappointed.
i made you angry.
i said all the wrong things.
i cant do anything write.
i was so sad.
i didnt mean it.
i cant stand it.
maybe what your friend said was right.
maybe i am one.
haiish.
im sorry.
if u hate me, i understand.
go ahead. i wont mind.
D:
i wasnt worth all your encouragement.
thnks for everything kays.

2007-12-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

LOL.
eden and ii are settled ! (;
yeah.
aft she said.
i think tht we were childish tuhh fiqqht.
damn.
why did ii turn out this way.
^{ima bitch.}

anyways.
so s0rry eden.

cousins came over tuhh sleep over ytd.
played com until 2am.
and we didnt realise.
went to her house play wii.
mommy says we can get one xD
sleepy today.
going yf today. with sam ((;

^{boyy,
imy !}

2007-12-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

went to the school today.
saw junyi(;
and got elijah`zhiwei`yanshen`edlind`sharleen.
only know junyi well.
heard the principal's talk.
omfg. =x=x
its super long la.
i rot there lehr and got leg cramp.
numbnumb ~
dhen go Q up for the registration thingy.
borinq ! at least got people sms (;
dhen stayed arnd.
went to try uniforms dhen bouqqht.
bouqht books tuhhs.
need tuck in dher, & tie 2 plaits.
><
madddddd ~

and boy,
i remembered the promiseee. (;
i`ll keep it kays.
dont w0rry. ~~ ;D

need go back de school aqqns.
i dont think i same class as any0ne.
==

2007-12-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

claire.
asked me to show her twitloqqy. =x=x

ANYWAYS;
yeahhs.
ii think ii `over-reacted tuhhs.

ASH.
yeah ii think ii over-reactedd.
ii think im n0rt fit you w0rries`c0ncerns.
s0rry~ alriqqhts.
iim n0rrt worth your kare kayys.
ima biq fat loser.

JOANLIM.
ii think ii disappointed yo0.
sorry.
ii think ii badm0uthed uue.
sorry.
ii think ii did to0 much.
sorry.
yo0 dont wan accpt.
sorry.
i carn`t dd0 anythinqqs.

EDEN.
sorry.

thats all ii could sayy.
ima biatch.
ima sucker.
ima disappointment.
im n0rrt worth your`cares.
im n0rrt worth anythinqq.
im s0rry~
ima loser.
sorry for all the things ive caused.
maybe too much.
why do i regret.
its for the go0d ii think.

2007-12-20T17:31:00.001+08:00

JOANLIM:
im sorry for the things i said kay.
and its not your fault.
its mine too i guess.
and i didnt accpt cos of the thingy.
haiish.

ASH:
im sorry.
i didnt mean much yeah.
sorry.

EDEN:
yeah.
sorry.
for everything.

haiish.
i was angry ytd.
not today.
i guess i said too much.
mayb i was over reacting.
sorry.

2007-12-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES;
wiNNie(: :
HAHAH. :D
thankyou. uhm, nanhua. lol.

tankblue:
errr. okays. :D

samlun:
yea, i knw why.
oh the diva earrings is someone ask us to buy de.
and, your came at diff times so rz ask us if we wanted tickets so we say 3 of us la.
you shld go tell him yourself right .. ?
cos we didnt knw lor. we went diff times. nt tgt.

greenkid-:
LOL. okayys.
had fun too :DD
tq :D

clinique:
you dont like flashbox ?
ooh. too bad dhen. i like it.
i need a change.

elizabeth:
yarlor.
go out soon yeahhs. :D

YOU.
have alot of things to say horh.
oi.
my life can. not yours.
i can do whatever i like.
dont try influence my thoughts la.
i knw wad im doing.
and its nt bcos im faking it okay.
youre nt happy. BUZZ OFF.
i dont need your comments.
i dont give a damn either.
i wnna live my life MY way.
nt yours. nt anyothers.
GET IT??!

if you guys have alot of things to say abt us.
say it.
we dont mind.
cos we`re quite fed up too.
we live our lives our way.
you can live yours your way.
we wont care.

although its true tht nt asking permission is wrong...
even if we did ask, would u listen ?
OBVIOUSLY NOT.
so no point asking.
we can do things our way yea ?
if you wanna do it yours.
fine.

i got into nanhua.
with junyi.
went out with eli todayy.
at raffles there.
bought stuff. :D
eli, go out more often yeah.
loads of things happened.
we dont really care anymore :D

2007-12-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

posted many times today xD

cos...

I AM SUPER BORED CAN !
zzz.

tmrw school posting.
need go tuhh sch tuhh get the cert. D:
wahbiangs.
if not can do online lerhhs. ><
dhen friday;
going to the new sch.
dont feel like.
i miss the memories of the days in peihwa.
TT
i miss you all. =/
haiish.
tmrw wad time go sch ?
i dont know >< anytime ? nt shure ~~
need wear uniform norhhs.
my uniform all like super short lerhhs.
eeeeeeeeee.
gnna look super stupid. HELL.
i am so not looking forward to tmrw.
and another day stuck in my room.
not feeling like toking to them.

D:
lifes a boreeeeeeee. ==

♥♥♥

there`s a problem with my msn.
dammit can. ><
they keep saying this :
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
i am like super fed up now.
had to write out everything.
its super hard okay.
and my handwriting sucks somemore.
even worse. blehh =/
sometimes can write sometimes cannot.
i have to like keep on typing so many times dhen can.
darn.
i think it`s because HE slammed the com too hard ytd.
HE threw the com.
damn.

2007-12-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

i have decided to use FLASHBOX!
wahahaha xD
ohwell.
RAAWR ;;

2007-12-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

TODAYYYYYYYS!

watched alvin and the chipmunk <3
at VIVO. x)
the show`s quite boring actually.
(if not for the WONDERFULLY-CUTE chipmunks)
with:
ELIZABETH`NIC`ASH`HARRY`RUIZONG`JOANLIM`SAMLUN`EDEN
:D

sat with eli`nic`harry`rz.
the rest sat away from us cos they bought the tickets at diff times.
the seats were much nicer than the usual seats :D
and somemore cheaper. $7 niiahs :D

walked arnd.
got a new wugui from YOU.
THANKYOUUUUUUU!
eli stuffed all her thingys into my bag. D:
my shoulder suan liao. -.-
walked to her house in the morning. (x
went to diva to get her earrings.
& she gave me one pair x3
AIAIAIS~
yep. missed you all loadds.
glad tuhh go out today.
dhen stayed at the stairs dher toktok.
went hm early.
mom asked me.
and i was guai okay.
i was 12 minutes late though. :D
sat down on the mrt floor. xD
changed train thrice.
EE.
and chionged into all the trains.
the door almost closed onto me.
super freaky.
i think i`m gnna have a phobia abt trains or smth. (?)
IM EXTRA BORED NOW! help.
someone chat with me. =x=x.
despoooo. =/
I NEED SMTH TO DO :{
oo0h,
and i hv decided to quit twitlogy.
because of my cousins.
yes i hv been laughed at.
but i shall perfect my english then !
parden me if i come up with some other twitwish word then. :D
and im still nt toking to him. D:
i feel bad.
abt the stuff ive said.

im so looking forward tuhh go out with you all agn. (:
LALALAS. ! x3

2007-12-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

idiot.
what makes you think you have the right.
to do whatever you damn well please.
to throw the laptops ?
to slam the handphone ?
too coward ah.
to admit your wrong.
to say your sorry.
thinking that to hit me.
to punch me.
to fight with me.
thats considered brave ?
your WRONG.
your a coward at heart.
you just put on a mask everytime.
you think im challenging you?
you'd think i would waste my time and breath on you?
your not worth it. never.
you'll get it from me one day.
wait and see.
one minute was all it took to make you mad.
do you realise how long ive been living with it?
and to think that i blew up aft weeks is already not acceptable?
her.
she didnt see wad happened.
she think she knew.
she thinks the adults are right.
she think she and him are right.
she thinks she knows how to deal with everything.
my fat ass.
thinking that to stop him from hitting me.
to stop him from hitting me onto the bookshelf.
to think that from stopping me from slapping his face.
is very correct?
makes you a hero ?
i told you to get lost.
to not be involved in me and his problem.
you wouldnt listen.
i know you cared.
but its the wrong time.
i can solve this on my own.
i`ll get my revenge.
and then she made me wait for her.
for her to finish working.
she thinks i have alot of time.
she thinks she has alot of authority.
he drove away.
aft the fight.
aft the arguement.
he cant stay out for long.
to think that his running away from his problems.
it aint gonna help.
he`ll have to come back soon.
and then there`s no running away.
to think that what you've been teaching us this time.
to put it to the real test.
you failed. big time.
you just put on a face,
thinking that youre the role model.
wrong wrong wrong.
all the while,
we've been learning from your.
its not bad influence from our friends.
its from YOU.
every little action you do.
every impatient statement you make,
is a huge impact.
you make me apologise.
i have always been the one saying im sorry.
havent you ever thot abt how i wld feel?
you nvr gave a damn abt how i felt.
thnks for showing tht you dont care.
now i knw i cant rely on you.
i have been wasting my time and effort.
its time ive been doing things for myself.
i'll pray that you'll change.
and that I'LL change.
you get me in trouble with her everytime too.
and you leave us fighting.
happy that youve gotten away.
and then act hero.
the tears wont stop flowing.
the heart wont be mended.

KOR:
thnks for everything.
thnks for those words.
its a lot to me.
thnks for being there.
hope you find your mrs.right too =P
ive nvr been able to help you.
im sorry.
im sorry i didnt help.
and im sorry for saying things you didnt like to hear.
im glad for you.
youve changed alot. :D
for the better yeah.

im such a loser.
those words...
i'll remember.
those words of hurt.
the raised hand.
trying to throw me against the cupboard.
i know im not strong enough to defend myself.
i know my attitude sucks.
you said you really wanted to slap me real tight.
too bad i slapped you first.
you got the slap first.
you slapped back.
what have you taught us ?
do you even understand ?
i dont think so.
you just contradicted everything today.
slap all you want.
ive lost my face.
at least i had one.
yours was long gone.
from the cowardness you show.
from the attitude of yours.
your short tempered you know.
you always say i go overboard and over-react.
who was the one who started it?
to throw the com.
to slam it shut.
to slam the phone on the table when it vibrated.
to ask me to think what i did.
i didnt do anything at first.
i was trying to do smth mommy asked me to do.
i was toking on the phone.
you see me happyhappy toking to my friend on the phone the buaysong ah?
GET LOST MORON.
cant you leave me alone for awhile?
cant you let me be who i am?
cant you hear me out for a second?
and i thought you cared.
im so disappointed.
all the hope and trust.
which took so many years to build up,
destroyed in one second.
i`ll nvr respond to you the same way ever agn.
even though whn this cools down.
it'll nvr be the same.
im sorry u guys have to read this.
just leave.
dont read.
since i cant say my say.
i can only type it down.
the woman doesnt understand.
she doesnt understand how i feel.
she say she's trying to.
but hell no. she isnt.
she'll nvr know.
she still thinks she can control me aft all that's happened.
she thinks im still that stupid guai ass girl she knows.
i dont think i can go out tmrw anymore.
i miss you guys.
your the only ones who understand.
they dont.
they think their great.
giving commands here and there.
very cool ah.
wait till im older.
i'll make you regret.
for all the things youve done.
for all the scars youve left.
for all the hurt youve caused.
it'll never fade.
what you see on me's just a mask.
that i put on.
i'll cry in the corner everyday and you wont know.
i'll be tht cheerful gal with the big smile plastered.
but behind that plastered smile.
all my sadness trying to hide.
all my disappointment.
all my wrath.
but dont worry.
you'll never notice.
you'll never notice the red eyes.
you'll never notice the scars on my heart.
you'll never notice anything.
as long as its not your problem,
you wont care anyway.
you wont understand my feelings.
you wont know what im needing most.
you wont know anything.
you act like everything was pretence. a dream.
how i wish.

watch your back.
i'll get back at you.
you wait and see.
lets see who gets the last laugh.
by then,
you`ll realise what a fool youve made yourself become.
you`ll realise your just wasting your time on me.
cos no matter how many times i fail,
i will try harder to get back.
one day youll realise.
im not a kid anymore.
i know more things dhen you do.
i dont know how to face you all anymore.
i hate the frowns.
i hate the disapproval.
i hate that look !
talking to my gans are the best.
they make my day.
they know how to make me smile.
a real smile.
they know how to make me laugh.
they know how to make me upright.
their the best. :D
they can cheer me up.
all the while your have been thinking its YOU who cheered me up.
WRONG. NONO.
its them:D
they know how to do it.
you only make it worse.
i cry harder when i see you.
you make me see my ugly sins too.
you make me ashamed of myself.
your GREAT i can tell you tht.
BUT NOT HIM.
he's the one causing the trouble.
the arguements between us.
and to think ive stood up for him many times.
haish. wasted.
YOU.
you are a great mom.
you care, you really do.
you make me feel bad for who i am.
altho ive been mad at you and shout at you.
i can see your hurt,
and im really sorry.
sorry from the bottom of my heart.
i just lose myself.
sorry.
you always try to make things seem right.
youre the best.
though smtimes you side him.
haiish i dont blame you.

i think ive had my say.
you guys are prolly bored right now.
enough of my problems.
i just want to have the heavy load of my chest.
it makes me feel better.

why am i always cancelling the things i say.
i think i regret.
i think that im better off away.
i dnt think i belong here.
im sorry.
i just cant control those words.
i was hurt.
and i cant control myself when im like tht.

2007-12-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

YAY!
i got photoshop like finally :D
mommy got a new phone.
&& ITS SUPER NICE TO SLIDE CAN!
hmmph. jealous liao ((x
another 1 year plus to a new phone.
HAHA.
-.-

2007-12-17T19:16:00.000+08:00

had tuition` just now.
EEEEEEEEE,
boring ! =x=x
slept through it. :D
i think cher went quite madd.
cos i made her read the thingy to me ;
cos i was toooo tired :)

i seriously suck at blogging now.
HEEEEEEELP :P
been audi-ing dha whole day x3
played npc.
lost lots. earn OKOK amount :D
cher reminded me tht 2 more weeks till sch ! DX
DARN.
& i was still thinking of haohao xiangshou-ing.
the dream`s shattered.
see ya all on 16th yeahhs. :D
its all too soon. GASPS.

i think finding the perfect skin is hard.

2007-12-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES!

jing xian: HELLOO:D
samlun: SAMMM! its not nice one kay -.-'' heh. really lor. i wouldnt do tht ==
NAOj-: ohkay. i dont like it smaller. hahahah. yea its out, i dont care (:
Gerald: =D haha kay. told him lehhr. (:
Tanya: hahaha. its okay ! :D see ya on friday yea.
mel mel cheong: haha. im fine yea. u ? (:
Darren: haha. yea. (:

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wahahah//
i destroyed the other laptop.
jammed it.
DX
went to imm ytd.
mommy was being niceee and bought me lotsa stuff :D

i have lost my ability to blog.
(like i had any :P)
but yea, im SO BORiNG. :D

2007-12-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

EWWWWWWWW!
TANYA, NO WAY !

2007-12-15T16:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHERRRR!
^{(i cant believe your ten today -.-)}

2007-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

SHE jio-ed me out!
OHMYY.
that madeee my day okay.
and that too~
retarded luhr miies.
i`ll try tuhh make it yeahhs.
:DDD
^{loveeeeeeees<3}

2007-12-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

^{MACS MADE MY DAY TODAY!
THE COKE ADDED TO THE JOY.
& YOU ALSO! THNKS KAY. (x
HEH =P
I DONT SMILE DUING QT LEHH.
I USUALLY FROWN.
COS IM SUPERDUPER SLEEPY! ):
...
HAHA.
I CANT MAKE THE TEAM AWAKE.
COS I THINK THEIR ALL MORE AWAKE DHEN ME!
[EXCEPT FELICIAAAA]XD
SO ABT WAD YOU WROTE ... ><
HEHES! XDDDD!
HOPE TUHH SEE YOU ALL SOON!
I LOOK EXTRA STUPID IN THE CAMP PHOTO. =/
I HV NO IDEA WAD I WAS DOING YEAH.
EEYER.
GROSS.
HANYANG SAID I WAS SERIOUS. LOL ?
PHILANA!
THNKS YEAH.
LOVE YOUR HAIR EXTENTIONS<3
RED RAWKS HUH. :D
SHE DROOLED TODAY.
PHILANA AND I WERE GROSSED OUT.
EEEKS.

I LOVE EVERYONE//
.
HAOPENGYOUS! :
THANKS FOR MAKING MY LIFE GREAT.
THANKS FOR MAKING ME ENJOY MYSELF.
THANKS FOR CARING.
:D
YOU ALL RAAWK LAHR!

loveees<333

EDEN&JINGXIAN
THANKS FOR YOUR CARDS.
LOVE-DD THEM.
WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD TUHH OPENING THEM. (:
ITS SUPER CUTEEE KAYS.
LOVE YOU GALS.
<3

AUDITION IS PATCHING.
UNTIL FIVE.
OHMANN.
IM WAITING.

IM SICK OF THE USUAL THINGS I DO.
IM SICK OF ME.

IM REAL SORRY PEEPS.
FOR ALL THAT IVE DONE.
BRYAN KOR TOLD ME TUHH LAC.
THNKS KAYY. :D
IM JUST WASTING YOUR TIME.
IM A BLOODY STUPID BLUR ASS.
YEAH,
I THINK YOUR SHOULD KNW THT.

I JUST HOPE U REALISED.}

2007-12-14T14:46:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP!

THE TAG REPLIES:

tankblue: kay. u keep changing dher. will relink ! :D
samuel%>: heys kor ! JYJY:D yea he STUPID one.
melvi\\: WTF ? qq0 fly kite bahhrs. i dont need your lameness here yea.
greenkid-: harlows ! kay ><
clinique: SORRRY! u werent online dhen.
desiree: tq ! u too JYJY!
elizabeth[<3]': heys. YEA MUST MUST MUST kays ! jio me out? ==

CAAAAAAAAAAAAMP!
ohmy.
CAMP WAS SUPER FUN!
:DD
but it was too short !
my leader was like extra funny can:D
we came in third.
at least.
the camp mates were the loveeee. <3
they were all super great yeahs ^^
first day.
had loads of games and had tuhh collect rubber bands as tokens.
& the rubberbands were used to bid for 'tomorrows' lunch.
AIAIAI; <3
the games were super fun.
couldnt slp.
the floor was too hard.
the sleepingbag was too thin ><
second day.
went to pula-ubin. (x
was like survivors liddat.
made our own lunch with the ingredients we bid for.
walked thru the mud and blabla.
i wan throw my shoe lerh SO DIRTY ! =x=x
dhen had to wear the army shirt and stick plants all over your body to camouflage somewhr.
and had tuhh paint your face with the camo paint.
the paint the army use dher.
the green green one Dx
we open numbers dhen i tio.
SUPER UNLUCKY CAN.
i was abt to scream liao. ><
but hv tuhh do it for my team.
in the end they decided tht the place tuhh hide ourselves was tuhh deep so we had to catwalk leh.
WTH ? ..
yea had tuhh do a slutty walk.
and ii cant do tht.
dhen at the end hadd tuhh blow a kiss to the other grp.
dhen i was against this GUY lor.
unfair ==
dhen whole day my face greeen.
they called me pincess fiona.
the shrek person.
EEEEE >< !
dhen had tuhh dip our hands in worms also tuhh find stuff.
ITS DAM GROSS.
and ;
super funny luhrs xD
the showering facilities sucked.
& the fooood. BLEHHHH =/
dhen came bk and had this game at nite.
super cool.
we had tuhh dip our hands in a bucket tuhh find some stuff.
dhen cos each team gt 10 ppl.
so 10 buckets. TT
each bucket got different thingys.
OMG the things dam sick.
got some is alive fish
some DEAD fish =x
some is the fish innards like gills; intestines BLABLA.
in some stinky liquid.
and got like chicken body parts and the HEAD. D:
super sick.
plus it was at nite so super fun.
dhen slept at abt 2am.
yesterday.
had loads of games yea.
all dam fun.
sweated ALORT. ><
the programmes ended at 2am.
walked and chatted till 3am.
dhen slept.
woke up super sleepy.
had tuhh clean up the place.
the camp at dunearn sec.
nearby niiahs (:
signed each other's bklets. (:
im so going nxt yr :DDDD !

//
I GOT 1001 MOSQUITO BITES DRUING CAMP! D: D: D: D: !!
and now,
as im sitting and typing on the comp.
i have ben bitten at least twice by the ZEBRA MOSQUITIO !
AND,
I JUST KILLED IT!
that was the FOURTH time ive killed a mosquito in my life -.-
and still counting !
i hate the MOZZIES.

(i think i hv sweet blo0d,
thats why they like me ~)
^KIDDING.

<3NAOJ-

2007-12-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

wow.
pride.avenue's skins are the LOVEEEE.
!<3
camp's tmrw. miss you guys.
and my darlinqq com yeahhs. ><
yay sam.:D
see you tmrw!

my com is superduper lag today can.
i keep getting disconnected.
cnt wait tuhh go out with girlfriend aqqn(x
soon yeahs.

and ELIZABETH!
have fun durinqq your cruise kayys.
will miss you <3
and yeahs take neos more often ?
the week when WE`RE both back or smth ? kayys.

viewing skiins by pride.avenue.
alort.
and, IM SO LOvING THEM.
she is the best best best. :D

2007-12-10T15:23:00.000+08:00

create new bloq :D
super sian-edd of the old one.
LALALAS.
please dont ask me why my blog's NAKED.
COS IM desperately TRYING TUHH FIND A NICE SKIN:D
one th ii can live with! x3

&-- please RELINKK ME!

thankyouverymuch<3

it cant fit at the side.
CUTS IN =/
so yeah ..
._.